What happens

When you feel

Self-conscious

In your own skin

Not good enough

To feel comfortable

Too fat

Not pretty

Can't wear

A bikini

Not a fantasy

To most men

Just a walk by

Walk past

Flesh

Meer existence

Why can't

My outside

Match my inside

Why can't others see?

Are they blind?

How can I

Stop myself

To see

What others see

To not feel

Dejected

My skin

Thin

White

Tan

Sculpted around

My body

Does it really

Make me who

I am

Was

Could

Would be

Or is it

A mirage

Self-illustrated

Meaningless

Yet still everything

Which is it?

How do I conquer it?

Once

And for all?