Moving along

Peacefully

Happily

When out of nowhere

My world gets

Turned upside down

Broadsided

By a train

Punched

In the stomach

Tears

Will not stop

Why?

Why did this happen?

What did I do wrong?

Why is it never enough?

Different levels

Different lives

So what?

Feelings are

Or maybe were

Strong

Just a few days ago

A different tune was sung

Was that a lie?

Can't foresee

The future together

Growing apart

Really?

4 months into this

Life partner

Isn't even in the blueprints

Premature evaluation

As I wait

For my lungs

To stop

Constricting like a python

The waterworks to ebb

A new day is on the horizon

Am I ready for it?

I deserve better

I was told

Never had a say

In a 50-50

Hope that mistakes

Weren't made

For those words

Cannot be undone

No going back now

Can't take away

The pain caused

Everything happens for a reason

Will this be one of those times?