|| 𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 ||

Weeks passed, and my bosses and I grew closer every minute. I had almost forgotten the promise I made to Jake about joining him. To home again. 

Well, he didnt let me forget so quickly. He talked much about how Neytiri would be happy to see me, as would his children. So I just blew it off. Now that I had found my soulmates, I couldn't leave them. It would hurt us all. But I had made a promise I wanted to hold, and I did. 

So today, I would leave with Jake. I had to tell my soulmates, but it would be very hard, that I know for sure. But it had to be done. Jake gave me breakfast this morning, but there wasn't much talking. My usual cheerful personality had dimmed. Jake was sure it would come back when we came to pandora. I just hoped he was right. 

I took my car early to work, so I hadn't had to face my soulmates as the first thing I did in the morning. But they found me anyway. 

RM was the first to come to me and ask what was wrong. he did it just before lunch, and I was packing my stuff. "Y/N?" he called as he peeked his head at my door. I flinched at his voice but shook it off, not turning to face him. I knew it would bring my pain to even another level. I couldn't meet him or any of the others right now. 

"I am listening, Namjoon," I said, still packing my stuff. I heard the shuffle of feet and felt his comforting hand on my shoulder. "Y/N look at me," he crooned gently, but I could feel his worry. 

I bit my lip. "namjoon just talked. I said I'm listening. But I can't look at you right now, alright?" I said, keeping my voice steady so he couldn't hear the guilt. But Namjoon wouldn't have it. He turned me around gently, and I whimpered once our eyes met. "Y/N, you're not yourself. Yesterday you wouldn't answer any of our messages or calls. We are worried for you, my love," he said, and my heart strung a cord. 

I knew they loved me just as I loved them. They were my soulmates, after all. "I... I don't know - no, I'm sure you won't like what I have to say," I whimpered, tears pooling in my eyes; there was no use holding them in now. They were already trialing down my chin. 

Namjoon whipped them with his thumb and smiled at me "you are my soulmate, Y/N. I won't be mad at you, whatever it may be," he said, and I sighed before taking a deep breath, "I am leaving. To my homeland." 

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Namjoon looked sad. 

And I understood why. I mean, one of his soulmates wer leaving him for god knows how long. I whimpered and looked down away from his searching brown eyes. I couldn't bear to look at them any moment longer. 

"l-leaving... do you mean you won't be here for...?" he started until I felt waves of sadness rush over me along with confusion. he was wondering why I would leave. I sighed and looked at him again. "I have to, Namjoon. My home... needs me. My childhood friends need me. Pandora is about to go extinct along with all the life on it. I need to go back and save it." I said. 

Namjoon sighed, shaking his head "why can't your friends do it themselves? I mean, I understand that you have to save your home... wait, aren't you from here?" he exclaimed many questions. So many I tried to answer as I could. But soon, I looked at the clock and saw it was time for me to go. I sighed and hugged Namjoon so quickly that the man yelped, but soon he wrapped his arms around me, and I felt his sadness overtake him. 

Tears rolled down our cheeks when we separated, but I gave him a weak comforting smile. "I will try to get back as fast as possible, Namjoon. Tell the others too. and if they have anything, I am there for them." So I said before grabbing my things and walking out of my office, leaving Namjoon there. When I got out, I saw Jake, who smiled at me sympathicly. 

"come on now. It's better to go a day," he said, and we drove in my car to the airport where he would take me to the base where he first was sent out. as we took the fight, I looked down at the dispairing earth and remedies at all the memories over these last months came back to me. In particular, those when I found my soulmates. 

The weeks we spent together were fantastic. I could think of no one else. They were the ones my heart beat for. They were the ones I needed to do this. If my home died, then I would too. 

So strong was my connection to pandora that I was connected to the one deity Ewya, and now I would return to her. hopefully, she would bless me again, and I could save the one home I had always known. "are you alright?" Jake asked me, taking my hand in his. I looked at him and smiled "yes. I will be. The faster we get home, the faster we can rid Pandora of the Sky people. Don't worry about me, Jake. We are going home now. I will be fine," I said. Jake smiled at me and kissed my cheek before we both sat down in our pods that would ensure our safety as we traveled to Pandora all those light years away. 

A smile was all that grazed my face when I fell into dreamland. A hibernation, if you will. And hopefully, I would wake up at home, and our mission would be. 

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