to thank you guys for 500k (!!!!!!), here's a bunch of lil presents !!!!

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first up, here are the grainy photos daisy took on her blackberry without the actual blackberry in frame <3

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second! here's a funky edit of holvarez to please don't go by six60 !! i've been wanting to make an edit to this song for MONTHS and i finally found the inspiration today ,,, ofc it's not great but i love daisy and hotch a whole lot sooo

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also the lyrics,,,,,

thought i made the rules until you redefined the game
tryna keep it cool but, damn, you're fire like a flame
every move i make, you match
you know how to light me up like that
yeah, wish i didn't want it but i do so won't you stay?

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third, THE HOTEL SMUTTY SCENE YALL KEEP BUGGING ME FOR FFS (my rule of the dick coming out = end still applies) let's not forget that i am really uncomfortable writing smut scenes so please no bullshit when it ends abruptly lol

Their first kiss was hesitant; careful. Like they both knew it was wrong. Daisy's eyes fluttered shut for a split second as they finally brushed against each other, and as soon as she tasted the liquor on his lips, she knew she wanted more.

"This isn't a good idea," Hotch watched her through his lidded eyes, his lips still slightly puckered as they parted. Yet, he couldn't bring himself to pull away. Her presence was intoxicating, even more than the alcohol he'd consumed. His gaze trailed down to her chest, where she'd undone the top few buttons of her blouse to show a delicious amount of cleavage. He willed himself not to make another move, but he knew it was no use.

Daisy leaned back and picked up her lipstick. She began to apply the maroon colour, fully aware of her superior's watchful eyes. "What's not a good idea, Agent Hotchner?"

His hand slithered across the seat and fell onto her thigh. Daisy's breath hitched in her throat. She could already feel the heat pooling in the pit of her stomach, and she had to shift a little so that she wouldn't get so flustered. He leaned forward, his lips ghosting against hers once more. "This. You and I."

She lifted a hand to cup his chiseled jaw and got closer, her painted lips smudging his skin. His cheek was warm from both the booze and her touch, and she was loving every second. His grip on her leg tightened as she started kissing his neck, leaving hickies in her wake. He grunted, using his other hand to take her by the waist and pull her into his lap. She smiled against his skin as she settled against his body, feeling his excitement. She looked up through her eyelids and tilted her head. The way he was looking at her made her almost forget about their professional relationship...almost. "Sometimes bad ideas are the best ideas."

He stared at her, and she was left to wonder what he was thinking, before she gasped as he lightly yanked her head back by her ponytail. Her eyes wide and lips shiny, she lifted her eyebrows in surprise. Now, the smirk was evidently his as he lifted his other hand to wipe away the combination of lipstick and saliva at the corner of her mouth.

They were so close. Daisy was sure he could feel her heart beating against his own. The air between them smelled like a mix of sweet and bitter booze, and it only made her more keen to lean in again. "We're going to go back to our room, and I'm going to..."

He trailed off, and Daisy tilted her head, moving her hips a little against his crotch. His breath caught in his throat, and she hummed. This was what she wanted; to see the powerhouse of a man bending at her will. "You're going to what?"

He didn't hesitate this time. The hand that was still on the back of her head pulled her in so that he could speak in a low tone. The slight growth of stubble from the day scratched her cheek, and she swallowed thickly, awaiting his words. "I'm going to fuck you until you forget your own damn name."

Daisy grinned. She pulled herself off of the man and reached for her bag, pulling out her purse. Hotch realised what she was doing and rushed to grab his own wallet, but she smacked his hand away.

"Alvarez, don't be a pain in the ass-" he began, watching irritably as she slammed a few notes on the table and got to her feet, wanting nothing more than to get to the motel room and be absolutely destroyed by the man before her.

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Daisy grunted as her back was used by Hotch to slam the motel door shut behind them. She wriggled her arms out of her blouse, ignoring the fact that the material was slightly sticky due to the alcohol she'd spilled on herself. Hotch kicked his shoes off and grabbed her hips, his thumbs pressing hard enough to leave a mark. Daisy melted into him, adoring the power in his touch. As he kissed her with aggression, she allowed her hands to roam across his body.

Hotch went to push her onto the bed, but she twisted around so that she fell on top of him. He tried to flip her back over but she held his hands above him, bringing her head down to attach their lips once more. He groaned as she moved down to his jaw, sucking at the skin once more so that it was sure to leave a mark. He was yet to return the favour, but he damn well intended to. "Fuck, Alvarez."

"Watch your mouth, Hotchner," she grinned against his skin. "I had no idea you were capable of saying such filthy words."

"I can say a lot worse," he mumbled, causing her to snicker as she trailed down his neck. "I can do a lot worse, too. I'm letting you hold me down."

To that, she pushed him further into the mattress and looked back at him. He was bright red, something she'd never seen before. His body was hot to touch, and she knew he was getting just as excited as she was. She couldn't deny her amusement, especially considering how cold he'd been towards her over the last few weeks. "Whatever you say, sir."

This seemed to snap something inside him. He yanked his hands out and placed one around her waist, the other on the back of her head, pulling her back towards him. Their lips melded together like two messy pieces of an ocean-themed puzzle; wet and perfectly fitted. Hotch's tongue forced itself into her mouth and she welcomed it, the taste of whiskey only fuelling her drunken desire.

With his fingers tangling in her hair, he gave it a slight pull so her head fell back, and she moaned in delight. This gave him the opportunity he sought to sit up and return the favour of hickeys, which he eagerly dotted across her neck. She yelped as he bit down on the skin by her collarbone, causing him to chuckle in satisfaction. "Not so confident now, are you?"

"You're the worst," she grunted, gasping as he grabbed her breast roughly in response. "Fucking hell!"

He took this opportunity to switch so that he was on top, her legs tightening around his waist. Their chests were pressed together, and she seemed particularly bothered that his shirt was still on, while hers wasn't. She released her grip and started to unbutton him, but it took too long and Hotch ended up tearing it off impatiently. She worked on his belt buckle as he tugged her jeans down, both of them exposing each other to the cool night air.

"You want this so bad, don't you?" he taunted, spreading her legs beneath him. Daisy reached up to tangle her fingers in his dark hair, messing it up to destroy what was left of his professionalism. "You practically jumped on me when you had the chance."

"I could say the same about you," she hummed, maintaining eye contact as he slid down the bed and positioned himself at her opening.

Then they did the fucky-fuck / sexy-sex and it was really good then they fell asleep and woke up hungover beside each other and daisy falls off the bed in surprise which wakes hotch up who starts muttering to himself about the mistake he just made, and she runs into the bathroom super embarrassed and avoids eye contact and then the scene in chapter ten happens and blah blah blah you get it

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and finally, some soft content of post-book holvarez xoxo

Aaron thought it was amusing when he walked into the apartment after a long case to see his wife and kids cuddled up on the couch watching cartoons. Jack and Daisy were both fast asleep, while Grace was concentrating intensely on the episode of Dora the Explorer. She didn't hear him come in, as she was utterly transfixed by the colours and sounds.

Even in her sleep, Daisy was still taking care of the children. Her hand was softly massaging Jack's head to soothe him, and her other arm was wrapped around Grace, who was lying across her stomach.

They were all in their pyjamas, having waited for his return, and he felt the familiar swell inside him. Nothing filled him with more joy than returning home to see the three people he loved most. He placed his bag on the table and put his gun and badge in the safe, before returning to his family. He picked Grace up first considering she was the only one awake, and she fell against his chest, her eyes finally closing.

At the movement of her daughter, Daisy quickly woke up, looking around. Her eyes were wide and frantic before they focused on Aaron, who was reaching for the remote to turn the television off. She squinted, looking up at his tall figure. His face was shadowy in the lamplight, but she knew it was him. "Hey, stranger."

"Hey," he replied softly, rocking Grace back and forth. "Sorry I'm back late, there was paperwork to finish."

"It's fine," she assured him as Jack stirred. He was a heavy sleeper, so there was a good chance he'd be knocked out until morning. "We tried to wait up for you, but..."

"It's alright," Aaron chuckled, lowering himself onto the couch beside her. She leaned into him, lacing their hands together. All of her babies were under one roof now, and that brought her peace. She didn't know how long it would last, but she was damn sure she'd relish in it. "It was a difficult one..."

Daisy's hand lifted to cup his cheek, turning his head so that she could kiss him softly. He practically melted into her, the walls that surrounded him finally breaking down now that he had left work. When they parted, their foreheads rested against one another. Daisy pressed her lips to his nose ever so softly. "I'm so proud of you, Aaron."

He exhaled through his nose, as if he didn't believe her. She caught it right away, and kissed him again.

"I mean it," she insisted. "I'm so proud."

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anyway thank you for 500k i love yall !!!!

also !! i know it's unlikely but if you're creative and would like to write/draw/edit something for like a girl or any of my other books, feel free to send them to me and i'll post them for everyone to see!!!

much love x