They make me laugh
They make me blush
They make me cry
But they don't make me truly happy

I never wanted them
But I have them
I can't have him
But my heart wants otherwise

I want the feelings gone
I'm done acting like I'm okay with them
They torture me everyday
He won't ever know I feel this way

I wish I could've prevented them
Found some way to stop them from forming
But I couldn't
And now I'm paying the price