Chapt. 27 - But Maybe I can't Let Go
Song: Dad's Song
Artist: Set It Off
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Whuttup guys it's ya boi skinny penis-
Nah I'm just fuckin' with y'all
But hey :) sorry but this is the second to last chapter ·___·
Frank's P.O.V.
"I can read minds.." I said immediately feeling regret rise in me.
Gerard just sat there with his mouth agape and eyes wide.
He quickly recollected himself then. "Pssh! Come on Frank.. Quit joking." He said looking at me with a "you're so full of it" look.
"I'm not joking." I said truthfully, frowing a bit and already knowing that would be his answer.
"Frank I really hate being lied to, tell me the truth." He began to sound agitated then.
"Listen... I didn't want to tell you because of this exact reason. But I thought that you had a right to know, I didn't want to keep secrets from you especially after what you've been through and it's not fair to you. I knew you wouldn't believe me when I told you." I said looking down at my lap as I ended that sentence.
He sat there as if he contemplating something on he mind for a while and i thought the silence was going to suffocate me, somehow i have the feeling that this is not going to end well, i was so caught up in my own thoughts and how many possible ways this could end that when Gerard finally spoke all i heard was a blur of his voice.
I looked up at him then, "huh?"
"Prove it," he repeated, "If you really do have telepathic and/or physic powers, I want you to prove that you do." He stated simply without a hint of seriousness nor belief in his voice.
"Um.. O-Okay then, think of something i guess..." I said with guilt and shame putting in my stomach and looked at him so he had my full attention.
We sat there in silence.
I know this is going to end well. I shouldn't be doing this.
This is a joke.. I know it is. He thought.
I'm really going to ruin everything, why do i have to be so stubborn?
"This is a joke.. I know it is."
His eyes widened a little then but he quickly masked it with boredom. "Lucky try." Even though i felt that a part of him believed me.
I took a deep breath, not ready for what is to come next because there is absolutely no way he won't lose his shit once it finally clicks.
Deciding to -impulsively- ignore every fiber in my being, i tapped into his thoughts once again. You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen.
I felt my cheeks rise in heat at that comment but repeated it anyways.
"You um.. Y-you said that you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen." I finished.
I had never seen somebody react so blankly before. I thought he was going to freak out, hit me and tell me I was fucking crazy. But he didn't.
He just sat there with his brows furrowed and his lips parted just enough to where I could see his teeth.
"Amazing." He breathed.
"It's okay I'll leave. And I'll never bothe- wait What?" I said in shock.
This is new.
"I don't think you're a freak or some shit like that if that's what you thought. I think it's astounding you have that ability."
"So you don't hate me?"
I was still very confused on this whole situation. Who just finds out that somebody has a seemingly impossible skill and is barely phased?
"No Frankie... I don't." He smiled softly.
"That's new.." I mumbled to myself. He looked at me a quirked an eyebrow as if to silently ask me what i meant. I sighed, "I'm not sure if i told you or not, but i had to move schools because i got expelled. My best friend, or who i thought was my best friend and i knew each other since elementary school. A few months ago i accidentally slipped and asked him something, i had asked him what his thoughts on Telepathy were and he laughed and said it was stupid and crazy. Well me being the hot head i am, told him that i had it and after i proved it he flipped out and started making up crazy things that i was evil and that i was controlling people's minds. I know it's extremely unlogical but people are stupid. Anyway i had gotten angry and kinda just.. Saw red. I grabbed a lunch tray and beat him in the face with it, his father threatened to press charges and they expelled me and this was the closest school that would take me after they found out what I'd done. All because i had to be stupid and spill the one thing i knew i shouldn't." I explained.
"Oh... " was all Gerard replied with.
"Yeah,"
We sat in silence for a moment, this time a comfortable one until he eventually leant in and attached his lips to mine, I was still confused but kissed back.
"Thank you for not leaving me." I breathed against his lips.
"Don't thanm me for that Frankie, you didn't deserve to lose your best friend because of something you can't help." He then looked down as if remembering something, shame filling his eyes. "What's wrong, Sugar?" I asked
"N-Nothing I- um.. I'll-I'll tell you tomorrow, I promise." He said scarcely.
"Was it something I said?" I asked.
"No... I'll tell you tomorrow. I'll kinda have to anyways. Just tomorrow." He said though it was more toward himself.
I nodded my head at him. "Okay.. Take your time."
He looked regretful but nodded anyway and he layed back.
I sighed and crawled over to him, laying down beside him and wrapping my arms protectively around his waist, it was cold as hell in his room so i pulled a blanket over us.
I don't know why he always kept his room so cold but whatever.
He scooted around a bit until he got comfortable and layed his head on my chest.
We sat in silence for about an hour, just enjoying each others presence. We didn't need to talk to know each other was there, just simply hearing the breathing of one another was enough for me.
Until of course He started to shift around non-stop.
After a while Gerard wouldn't stop squirming around. I knew he was trying not to do it so that way i wouldn't see but I noticed it.
"What is it?" I asked looking at him.
"It's nothing." He said obviously frustrated over something.
"Gerard.. " I said grabbing his chin to make him look at me. "What's wrong?"
He pulled his head away from my grip them and looked down, almost like he was embarrassed. "The way you woke me up, asshole."
I was confused for a moment but then remembered the whole 'Don't start teasing me' delema.
I smirked as I had an idea of what he was getting at.
I moved us around so that we were both on our sides, facing eachothereven though he was now looking at the mattress. "Are you saying I made you a little flustered?" I teased.
He didn't speak just kept his gaze away from mine,
I knew I was right by the way his cheeks flushed red.
I grabbed him by his waist and lifted up his right leg slightly, slippimg my leg between the space.
"What are you doing?" He asked confused after I placed his leg back down over mine.
"Just getting comfortable." I stated simply holding back a smirk.
I sat there for a moment, but then rubbed my thigh gently against his crotch. I heard his breath hitch in his throat and felt his hand on my hip tighten suddenly.
I grinned wider and repeated the action slightly rougher, feeling him starting to grow through his jeans slowly.
"Frank... " He said softly, trailing his hand down to the back of my thigh and pulling my leg against him.
Feeling his obvious erection rubbing against me was getting me pretty aroused, so I didn't argue.
"Frank?"
I hummed in response.
"Can you fix this... Since you kinda caused it?" He asked shyly and still very embarrassed. I felt a smirk grow onto my face, but I still wanted to make sure in case he was scared.
"You're sure baby?" He nodded in response.
I grabbed onto his hips and pushed myself up so I was straddling him.
"Is there anything you don't want me to do?" I asked caringly.
He nodded and removed my shirt. "Just, please l-leave my cl-clothes on." He said in a begging manner, like he was scared I would see something neither of us wanted me to see.
"Oh, Sugar... I will." I whispered into his ear and grinded my hips down onto his. He moaned softly and I felt him shutter beneath me.
He took me by surprise when he looked straight into my eyes and reached a hand down and squeezed my crotch tightly. "Fuck." I breathed rolling my hips down into his hand as he moved against my motions.
He usually didn't initiate anything, but I knew it was because he wasn't use to any of this still. I knew he was still nervous about initiating anything like this.
Hell he barely ever kissed me first.
After a while I had to pull his hand away. "I'm not going to last if you keep that up." I breathed raggidly.
I unbuttoned his jeans, remembering not to pull them down.
I disappeared under his blankets, crawling down backwards.
I stopped and breathed out hot air against his dick. He gasped a little bit, just enough for me to notice it as his hips bucked slightly foward.
I pulled him out and waisted no time in taking him into my mouth all at once.
"Aagggh- Frank.. I- Fuck." He moaned as I gave him my all, holding nothing back as my head bobbed up and down furiously, my tongue digging into his slit as I moaned around him continuously.
"Goddamnit Frank- ahh - fucking hell you feel so fucking good. Shit- you make me feel so - ah - good." He moaned.
He couldn't seem to keep his sounds and words in his mouth as I continued to rock him with my mouth.
I groaned around him and swallowed, making an obscene moan escape his lips. "Fuckin' hell!"
It was honestly the hottest sound I've ever heard.
At this point his hips were mindlessly fucking my throat roughly.
I was getting pretty desperate for friction, but the sounds he was making, I honestly could have gotten off from just that.
I began rocking my hips against his bed, desperate for friction.
I reached my arms up and gripped both of his hips harshly.
"Fuck, Frankie I-I'm c-close." He moaned desperately tangling his fingers into my hair and thrusting into my mouth harder.
I moaned around him as long as I could with one breath and flicked my tongue continuously across his tip.
"Fuck.. I-I'm ahh- Fuck!!" He moaned loudly as he came down my throat. I kept my movememts through his orgasm until he came down from his high.
I tucked him back into his jeans and crawled back up to him.
"You know... I've never heard such dirty words from such a pretty mouth when they were getting blown." I said simply.
He laughed, still panting softly. "I usually don't cuss that much." He mumbled straddling me, kissing up and down my neck.
"At all." He mumbled.
"I've noticed... Now get your beautiful body into my arms." I said making grabby motions toward him.
He grinned with a light blush and scooted closer to me. "But what about you?" He asked as I wrapped my arms around him and nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck.
"No, get some sleep."
A/N i just noticed how crappy i used to write smut lmao
Anyway- one of you mentioned some things about this story and it reminded me to update now so i didn't forget to for another eternity so thank you! Also if y'all notice something that doesn't make any sense please inform me on that because i made quite a few mistakes that I'll be changing soon. There was soomething else but i can't remember ://
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