Chapt. 10 - Sometimes I'm Shaking, That's How You Make Me
Song: Something
Artist: Escape The Ftae
Gerard's P.O.V.
Psst. Gee -F
I looked at the message immediately, considering i was already on my phone. I was in in the bathrooms at the moment, waiting for my bodies aching to ease up.
What? -G
Would you like to come over to my house after school. My mom usually is at work until around ten and I get BOOORED. -F
I smiled then.
She works that late?? -G
No... But she always gets last minute things when she's about to get off of her shift. She is suppose to get home at 6 but.. Idfk!! -F
Sure, just don't murder me please. -G
I couldn't do that or else I'd have no beautiful person to look at. -F
I felt heat rise up to my cheeks then,
Thankfully before I could type out a response, to which I would just end up humiliating myself as always. The bell for lunch rang.
I slipped my phone into my pocket and grabbed my bag, walking out of the bathroom. I was walking in peace for once.
Until I felt a hand I knew all too well harshly grab my shoulder.
"Hey faggy." Bert sneered, grabbing me and pulling me into the nearest boys bathroom. After he drug me through the door, I felt my body collide with the nearest wall. I looked up at him, a mischevious grin on his face.
He literally just saw me, what else does he want? He already kicked my ass today, was that not enough!
I groaned as he grabbed me by my shirt, pulling me to my feet, his free hand balling into a tight fist.
"Fuckin' fag, don't even have the balls to fight back." He muttered.
As usual, I stayed quiet.
Not like it ever mattered anyways. He muttered under his breath, drawing back his fist and colliding it with my stomach. I cried out in pain, whimpering as I felt the spot already beginning to throb. He snickered at me clutching my gut and raised his fist again.
This time to my cheek.
"You're just a worthless bitch, that's why you're a fucking loser!" He sneered.
He smiled as he brought his knee up to my crotch- really hard.
The sudden action knocked the breath out of me, I tried to breathe but tjat only resulted in dry and short inhales of breath. (I'm not a guy but I've been told by guys that's what it does to you. Sorry if I'm wrong.)
I crumbled against the wall as the pain came at full force to my body. Bert left after that, walking out with one last kick to the stomach.
After a good thirty minutes or so, I heard the bathroom door begin to squeak open.
I felt my eyes widen and quickly bolted for a stall. I locked it and tried to keep quiet.
"Gerard?" Was that Frank?
I stayed silent as I heard his footsteps approach the stall door.
"Gee... I know that you're in there, okay. This is the only door closed and you're the only one missing from the lunch room. Also I saw Bert walking down the hallway and punched him so... Yeah." He stated matter-of-factly.
FUCK!!FUCK!!FUCK!!
I heard a faint sigh before I heard his words again. "Come out, why are you hiding?"
It went on like this for a few minutes until he finally gave up.
I heard his footsteps fade and the restroom door open as clicked closed.
I waited a few minutes to just make sure. I unlocked the stall and stepped out, starting towards the sinks until I saw Frank leaning against the door, shooting me a soft look.
My eyes widened as sokn as i saw his figure beginning to walk towards me. "I-I thought you j-just left," I mumbled quietly.
"You weren't going to come out while you thought I was in here."
I looked down and shrugged, trying to back my way out of the bathroom casually. But of course I failed, because he grabbed my arm and lead me to the sinks.
He patted the counter.
"What?" I said, not understanding why he Just did that.
He sighed. "Sit on the damn counter Gee."
I hesitated but complied and hopped onto the counter in between two sinks, watching his every move as he turned on cold water and despensed a paper towel.
He ran it under the water stream, squeezing it out before turning the water off and wiping where Bert hit me at.
"You don't have to take care of me Frankie." I stated the obvious.
"That doesn't mean I won't."
I looked down trying to avoid his gaze. "Give me that fucking face of yours." He said, softly grabbing my chin making me look back up at him once again.
Okay, I know he meant that but sometimes the way he talked was amusing. "Thank you." I mumbled shyly, still looking down this time without moving my head. He smiled and threw the paper towel into the trash bin, surprising me by kissing the forming bruises.
I felt my cheeks burn, causing him to chuckle. Which did not help might I add.
"You're cute when you blush." He said with that stupid smirk before walking over to grab my backpack that was laying abandoned in the dirty floor.
I jumped down and retrieved it from him, mumbling a 'Thank you.'
I just want to leave now.
He gave me a smile before talking again.
"We've only got one class left so... Want to go ahead and go to my house? I can tell you don't want to be here right now.
I grinned and slung my bag over my shoulder. "It's like you can read my mind."
**
"So... Home, sweet home. What do you want to do?" Frank said as we walked through his house.
I looked around curiously, eyeing the photos and framed paintings on the walls. I did this for a few minutes before I noticed him staring at me.
"Sorry, I just have curious eyes." I laughed, to which he returned.
"It's okay... Wanna go up to my room?" I nodded following him down a hallway. We got to the second door on the left and stopped before he opened the door, letting me go in first.
I stepped in and stopped beside a dark, oak brown dresser. He had a lot of posters, and CD's, it was actually really cool.He had posters ranging from Alkaline Trio to The Misfits.
"You like?" He said with a slight smirk.
I nodded while still looking around.
"I like."
He walked over to his bed and sat down, clearing his throat to get my attention and patting from spot next to him.
I slowly sat next to him, beginning to play with the fabric of my jeans.
We sat in this awkward silence for a while until Frank sighed and looked over at me. "Gerard... "
"Mhm?" I hummed in response.
"Can I ask you something?"
"You kinda already did." He laughed at that, giving me a toothy grin.
"No you dork, I need to ask you something... But you don't have to answer it if you don't want to. I promise!" He concluded.
I knitted my eyebrows in confusion and nodded for him to continue.
"Okay... But it depends on the question if I answer or not. " I added quickly looking back at my jeans.
"Um... Okay, I was just wondering if you were maybe kinda just a little gay." He rambled quietly.
I raised my eyebrows at him. "A little straightforward there, are we?"
"Well I figured.. Fuck it, What have you got to lose Frank." He said shrugging his shoulders.
I felt nerves suddenly rise in me for some unknown reason.
"That would depend on yor opinion of homosexuality." I mumbled.
"I'm cool with it."
I felt relief and nodded my head slowly.
After a few minutes of dead silence I became worried. Maybe he was lying just to get me to tell him so he could bully me for it.
I looked at him, hoping to find some form of truth in his eyes. He was already looking at me intensely.
I kept my stare, as did he. It was like we were having a non-violent battle with our eyes.
And his were beautiful.
I saw his lips twitch, just a little.
"What?" I asked wondering why he was smiling.
Everything happened so fast after that I didn't think properly until I processed the pair of soft lips on mine.
His lips were so soft against my own, his cold lip ring making it much better. I leaned into the kiss, softly moving my lips against his.
I felt what I could only desribe as a spark-like feeling ignite in the pit of my stomach.
Like fire igniting in the dark.
He pulled away a few minutes later with a shy ghost of a smile. "I-I'm sorry if you didn't want to do that, I just figured I'd chance it before I started to like you even more and I-"
"Frankie, shut up." I couldn't help the smile that crept onto my face, looking at him shyly to which he returned.
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I am so sorry I really suck at writing things like this.
But I hope it wasn't too horrible! I didn't know how else to make it happen because I'm an awkward fuck so um, yeah.
*Cries self to sleep*
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