KIARA'S POV:

He asked me once "Why do you not show any emotions, Kia ?"

"Uncle because of me 3 people are no more as they passed away saving me from some incidents. I feel myself responsible and I feel hate for myself. From then, I decided not to show my hurt, my pain or my tears because then everyone will think me as a weakling and even my family kicked me out which is the main reason I am like this. My world used to revolve around my family uncle. Some people may think that how stupid it is that her family kicked her out of their house and disowned her. So she became a heartless or emotionless but for people like me, my world revolves around my family."

Just because there is the lack of trust in your family, they lost a precious gem. One, you are not a weakling when you show your pain, hurt, or tears it says how strong you are that even after so much happened in your life but still you are staying strong and those 3 people you told about, died saving you so that you can live a happy and beautiful life but not a life with darkness. I do not know very much about you Kia but one thing I can say is that you are a sweet soul. Uncle said patting my head.

Bhai you know when Rajiv uncle told those words I remembered bhabhi's last words.

Never live in regret and live your life happily smiling and never hide your emotions. You know Kia, our main aim was to bring you out of your dark world but we are leaving without fulfilling our duties and take care of maa and Rohan. This is mine and your bhai's last wish. That was bhabhi's last wish.

Rohan Bhai was crying hugging me as he loved bhabhi and bhai a lot.

I remembered those and then I thought to live my life by fulfilling bhabhi's wish and was coming out of my shell slowly.

But I do not want to disrupt other family's happiness and I am confused because that family taught me to live only by few words which they told me.

"MS. KIARA NEVER THINK OF LEAVING ME OR ELSE YOU WILL SEE THE REAL ONE WHOM THE WORLD FEARS." An unknown voice said but it is recognizable for me. I see towards the door. I see the faces of the people whom I loved once and also because of whom I am separated from my family but I will not blame them. I think it is my mistake that I could not earn their trust may be and also the faces of the people who love me even without knowing me very well and because of whom I am smiling, laughing.

I see my love which brings a smile to my face and I noticed red eyes which means he heard everything. Harsha jiju, and Rajiv uncle hugged me tightly and Abhi's di also came and crushed me with her hug. She is looking very cute with her baby bump and then I heard jiju muttering "Uh these pregnancy hormones." due to which di threw a glare towards him and everyone were smiling. Jiju told "Come darling! I will get you an ice cream." and di nodded like a kid and went with jiju .

"I WILL LOCK YOU UP IF YOU ONCE AGAIN SAY THAT YOU WILL GO AWAY FROM ME. "Abhi shouted at me. I jump in my place but uncle took me in his arms and I hid my face in his chest as I was scared like hell to see Abhi now. It is the first time I am seeing THE ABHIMANYU RATHORE that the business world is scared of.

Then I heard a voice "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ALL DOING HERE RAICHAND FAMILY?" Rohan Bhai and Gaurav shouted. Vikram, Chris, and Rahul were controlling their anger seeing them here.

"JUST GET OUT OF HERE DI." Rahul shouted very loudly due to which I flinched once again but uncle was rubbing my back as I was still in his arms. I feel the fatherly love in him and that is what I need.

"I came out of his hold and went and hugged Chachu tightly because I knew he believed but he had to keep his mouth shut because of Chachi. If someone denies her she will go to any lengths to make them agree to her words and Rahul told me last time we met, that Chachu and Dad wanted to meet me. Chachu hugged me and kissed on my crown. I do not hate my family but I feel hurt that they did not trust me.

Everyone was busy glaring at each other but Abhi was standing pouting as he was not understanding anything and I was shocked at how a person can change in seconds who was angry till now was pouting.

I gave him the look that said wait-you-will-understand-everything.

"I SAID LEAVE." Bhai once again shouted.

Thank god the room is soundproof or else everyone will be outside the cabin door.

Then I heard a knock on the door and I asked them to come in and there stood Meher, jiju and di.

She informed that delegates were waiting for the meeting with Bhai.

" CAN YOU PLEASE HANDLE THE MEETING AS I HAVE TO HANDLE AND CLEAR SOMETHING WITH THESE PEOPLE HERE AND TAKE APOORVA AS SHE IS PREGNANT AND SHE CAN NOT HANDLE THE CHAOS THAT'S HAPPENING NOW AND MEHER WILL GIVE YOU THE DETAILS ABOUT THE MEETING." Bhai ordered and requested in a dangerous tone.

"MEHER COME TO MY CABIN AFTER THE MEETING AS WE HAVE TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING." Bhai told her.

"NOW COMING TO YOU PEOPLE, MAY I KNOW WHAT ARE YOU ALL DOING HERE? "Bhai asked them dangerously.

"We came to give an invitation for Adrika's wedding ."Aakash Bhai told with guilt which means even they heard.

"Thank you so much and we are not going to step in the house which failed to trust my sister." Bhai replied.

"We are sorry Kiara." Aakash was saying but I interrupted him.

" No. I need some time and yes, I will come to the wedding. " I replied to them with no emotions.

I do not know. I feel hard to handle this much in one day. It was painful to reminisce all those memories.

Shit, I was having a panic attack maybe after saying everything and seeing my family here. I was breathing hardly and Abhi noticed it and shouted "Rohan she is having a panic attack."

Uncle was rubbing my back and I could get controlled only by bhabhi's voice. That's because for two years I got used to bhabhi's voice.

Di brought my phone and then played the audio and then I relaxed. Abhi took me in his arms and gave me water.

"GET OUT RAICHAND FAMILY. MY SISTER IS IN A VERY VULNERABLE STATE NOW AND PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO COME NEAR HER AGAIN." Rohan Bhai shouted and Abhi was also very angry because I felt his heavy breaths near my neck. He was clenching and unclenching his fist.

I know they are guilty but I still need time to overcome. For the first time Adhrika came and hugged me after jiju's death and it felt like before and they left but Rahul was here only.

I was standing near Abhi and I told him that they were my family. I told him I will say him everything when the right time comes. He did not say anything and kissed me on my head.

Gaurav was crying like hell after they left and then I told them "THAT IS WHY I DID NOT SAY YOU ALL. BECAUSE YOU WILL SEE ME WITH PITY OR PAIN." I told them sternly and I get irritated if someone sees me with pity.

"No baby doll we were not seeing you with pity or pain but we are proud of you that even though this much happened, you are strong and supporting us in all situations but never show your pain or sufferings to anyone. We were sad and ashamed about ourselves because we failed to notice your pain and failed to protect you." Chris told me giving a side hug.

But I know among all of them Rohan Bhai and Gaurav will hold themselves more responsible.

To change the atmosphere I introduced them to Abhi and Rajiv uncle, Harsha Jiju, and Arisha di.

Then di came forward hugged me and invited me to her baby shower.

"What happened if they left, you are all always welcomed in our house and mom is eating dad and Abhi's brain to make her meet you and she is very excited as she is getting a daughter and do come to our home fast. Not for visiting but permanently." Di was saying.

I blushed after understanding di's words and Abhi was scratching his neck's back which he does when he is embarrassed.

Adhrija saw this and hooted saying "Never did I know that the cold queen of the business world can even blush ." everyone broke into laughter and I hid my face in Abhi's chest.

Abhi is the husband anybody would wish for. But I will accept this only after Abhi proposes me and I know everyone will think of me as some stupid but what to do, it is every girl's dream who has wishe of being proposed for marriage in a romantic way.

I can't believe that in these 3 months I'll be madly in love with him.

"Abhi come to our house as mom wants to meet you all and she would not be able to come for Arisha's godhbharai.

"Ok. You go jiju. I will talk to cutie pie and come." Abhi whispered to jiju because if Adhrija heard this, she will once again start pulling his leg, and thank god she did not hear as she, Gaurav Maria, and Vikram are busy fighting deciding the gender of di's baby and di was talking to Kathy di.

Abhi took me to the other room.

"How are you doll and I am sorry I came into your private space." Abhi apologized.

I was thinking that how a person can be so cute and understanding.

"No you did not do any thing wrong and I knew you were standing outside but I did not know that my family was outside." I told him and he was as excepted surprised. I do not know why people think of me as a fool.

We both talked and left to home with all my monkeys as mom will be happy to meet them and Bhai told me that he will come afterwards as he has to talk with Meher and uncle left as he had some work.

Mom was very happy seeing all of us and she pampered Arisha di as she remembered bhabhi when she saw di. Di was loving the attention she was getting and as usual jiju, Rohan Bhai, Chris, and Adhrija were sulking because she was feeding the others happily ignoring me and jiju.

Abhi was enjoying like hell. I and jiju were throwing glares towards him as he cared less about us. When he saw us he kept an innocent face and continued eating and it was like he was mocking us.

I got an idea and I told jiju.

I turned towards Abhi and winked at him and gave him a flying kiss and he spitted the water from his mouth on di because this was the first time I am doing this type of little bold things in front of everyone and I and jiju started laughing followed by Bhai, Adhrija, and Chris and showed him our tongues as he was getting a nice beating from di for spitting on her face. She was sitting directly opposite to him.

I went to my room as I was having a conference meeting and suddenly I was pinned to the wall and that was done by none other than Abhi.

" Cutie pie, you have become naughty these days." He told and did not let me respond and kissed me.

I do not know why these guys have a stupid habit to shut mouths like this. Uh, it is frustrating but I am enjoying.

"If you are done sucking each other's faces can we go and attend the meeting ma'am?"

We heard a voice saying and when I saw it was Melissa and Maria who were suppressing their laughs seeing our faces. I was embarrassed and face palmed myself mentally.

Abhi left giving some excuse leaving me alone in this situation and I was killing him in my mind a thousand times.

After getting myself embarrassed, me and melissa attended the meeting and Maria was doing her work as there was a lot of disturbance in the other rooms.

Love,
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