„You still have feelings for me?"
„I do. Do you understand now how hard it was for me? I didn't see you for years I didn't even look at your pictures and I still love you so much. I thought I was ok now, but the moment I saw you again in that club that night you can't imagine how fast my heart was beating. That's when I realised that my feelings for you never went away they were always there even though I tried to date other girls I just couldn't move on and I guess I never will."

„Wow.... I really don't know what to say."
„It's ok you don't have to say anything. I just wanted you to know. I know that you don't have feelings for me and that's ok. I can live with that. But can I be so shameless and ask you to forgive me? I am so sorry for hurting you I regret it so much and I-„
„I forgive you."
„Really?" I nodded.
„I want you back Jeonghan. As a friend... I love you but as you said it's not romantically but as a friend. I always felt the most comfortable with you. Even with Jungwoo who I have been with for 10 years, I wasn't that comfortable as I was with you. I don't know how to say it but something like....you felt like my soulmate?" his eyes widened.
„Not Jungwoo but me?"
„You know soulmates aren't always lovers they can also be friends and that's what I saw in you. Jungwoo breaking up with me didn't hurt as much as you leaving me." he listened to me very carefully and I am so happy that he came over today I feel so much better and we could finally end the misunderstandings.

„So can you be my friend again?" He looked down to hide his smile but I could see it very clearly. He looked up at me.
„I will be your friend but.... can I ask you for something?"
„Sure."
„Can I try and make you fall for me?"

„Excuse me what?!" I thought I am not hearing right.
„You know I have feelings for you now. I want to at least try it. I didn't do anything because I thought you guys are still dating but now I do have a chance or not? I don't want to regret it again."
„Didn't you just say that you are ok with me not liking you?"
„Just give me a month. I want to at least try it before I regret for my whole life. Maybe I will get a chance you never know."
„You a chance? Jeonghan I will never fall for you." he got up from the couch and approached me. I leaned back against the couch and his hands were resting on the couch next to my shoulders. His face was so close to mine and he was smirking. My heart started acting wild again.
„What if I can make you fall? Can't I at least try?" he said in a low voice and I tried to keep myself together.
„You won't succeed."
„Give me a month. If I fail I will be your friend forever and never bring up this topic again."
„You said it yourself." he nodded.
„Alright deal." he finally got up and started smiling.

Jeonghan P.O.V

I am really so bad. She broke up and is down but I am happy as hell. I can't believe that I finally got a chance. That maybe she will start liking me too one day.
„I am leaving now you should rest. Don't think too much everything is going to be ok." I told her and patted her head. She nodded and I smiled.
„See you at work." I left and drove back home.

„What took you so long?" Seungcheol asked and I hugged him.
„What's wrong?"
„I told her."
„Told her what?" he asked. I let go of him and smiled. He was confused.
„I told her everything about the past and that I have feelings for her."
„You are kidding me! Let's go inside you need to tell me everything."

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