Jeonghan P.O.V

I was in school again and Haekyung didn't stop bothering me. She and her friends followed me around even in break time.
„Jeonghan can we talk?" Sowon appeared in front of me.

„I don't want to talk to you." I said and she grabbed my arm.
„I have to! No matter what."
„Jeonghan is she your friend?" Haekyung asked and I knew that I was about to hurt Sowon but said it anyways.
„No she isn't." I regretted it immediately. She let go of my arm and I could see how shocked she was. I just walked away.

I skipped the next classes because I didn't have the courage to see her I was resting in the nurse room until someone walked in. It was the friend of Haekyung.
„What are you doing here?"
„Are you dating Haekyung Jeonghan?"
„No I am not. Yesterday was just a mistake it won't happen again."
„What about me?" this was getting weird so I got up from the bed.
„What do you mean?"
„I liked you for so long." she came closer and closer to my lips but I pushed her away and she landed on the bed while grabbing my arm and making me fall on her.

„You are so fucking disgusting Jeonghan." I quickly got up and saw Sowon standing at the door.

Sowon P.O.V

I actually wanted to lie down for a while because the girls from earlier started pulling my hair saying that I should stay away from Jeonghan. I really don't know what's wrong with him. What did I do wrong? When I wanted to enter I saw Jeonghan kissing a different girl and even landed with her in the bed. I am so disgusted right now I can't recognize my friend anymore.

„No Sowon it's not-„ I slapped him.
„Good that you said I am not your friend. Because I am definitely not anymore. Don't talk to me ever again." I said and walked away. I couldn't stop crying after all I lost a friend that was so precious to me. How could he do this to me?

Jeonghan P.O.V

I didn't run after her. It happened for the good. At least she hates me now and will stay away from me. I can forget about her and she will not be sad about losing me after all only hate will remain... I ruined everything I am such an idiot. I lost her forever and I will never see her again.... I couldn't hold myself back anymore I dragged that girl out of the room, closed the door and started crying. I was crying so loudly but at this point I don't care anymore.

Present time

Sowon P.O.V

„So you ignored me because you had feelings for me?" I couldn't believe this.
„I know it's stupid but yeah. I couldn't be happy while watching you being with Jungwoo. I tried but I just couldn't.It was better that I left. A friend like me shouldn't be by your side."
„So are you happy now?... and don't  you think that I have a right to decide that? You didn't tell me anything. Acted like you hated me, hurt me so badly because you had feelings for me? Yeah right if you loved me you wouldn't hurt me like that. You left without telling why Jeonghan I..."

„I couldn't tell you that I liked you. I didn't want to lose you as a friend and when you started dating it was already too late."
„You know what I am sad about? That this friendship was only precious to me. I understand that you were hurt and that you couldn't bear to watch all that, but Jeonghan I needed you by my side."
„Sowon I am-„

„Jeonghan I missed you so fucking much. Even all these years even though I said that I hate you. I needed you so badly by my side as a friend who could listen to me. I had many hard moments these last few years and I always thought of you in these moments. I needed someone to talk and I even wondered if you also needed someone to talk."
„I did." he said without hesitating and a tear rolled down his face.

„I missed you so much you can't imagine it. But if you want to fight about who missed who more. You can't beat me Sowon your friendship isn't bigger than my love for you." I was shocked by this statement.My cheeks were getting warmer and warmer.
„Wait why are you speaking in present tense?"
„Because I never stopped loving you. Even after all these years I still love you so much." I didn't know what to say and just sat there like a stone.

Not totally satisfied with this chapter but here it is. I have been thinking for days how to change it and this is the final. I hope you guys enjoy 🩷