Sowon P.O.V

After cleaning everything up I grabbed my bag to home.
„It was really fun." Mingyu said.
„I had fun too. Thanks for having me here."
„You will come again right?" Dino asked me and all eyes were fixated on me for my answer.
„S-sure I will."
„Of course she will. We are friends now." Seungcheol said and I smiled.
„You are right we are friends now. I will go now bye."

I walked out and Jeonghan came with me.
„So are we friends again too?" he asked me.
„How is your shoulder doing?"
„So much better. Thanks to you. I put on the patches you bought me." he yawned.
„You sure that it's better? You are yawning didn't you sleep well?"
„Ah it's not because of the pain. I just....had something to think about." I nodded.
„So are we friends again?" he asked again looking at me anticipation."
„Depends on how you act?" I said and got into my car.
„You said it yourself. I won't disappoint you anymore." I couldn't help but smile.

I arrived home and somehow I hated entering it. I felt so uncomfortable for some reason. I looked around and I guess it's because of all the things that reminded me of Jungwoo.
„I guess it's time to let go." I won't feel better unless I move on. So I decided to get everything together. I tossed everything in a box and it looked so empty but better now.
„I guess I have to buy new decorations." I grabbed the box and walked towards the door. When I openend it I was so suprised seeing Jeonghan standing there that I almost dropped the box.

„Are you ok?" he quickly catched the box which was open now. He placed it down to pick up the few things that fell out.
„These pictures..." I grabbed it away from him and put it inside the box and closed it.
„What are you doing here?"
„You forgot your phone. That's why I came."
„Thanks." I took it from him and got up.
„I am gonna throw this away you can go indes and wait."
„Should I help you?" he asked
„No I can do it on my own." I walked towards the trash and placed it there. It was difficult to move my feet back inside but I did it.

Jeonghan was sitting on the couch and walked into the kitchen and gave him something to drink.
„Thank you." he said and looked around.
„It looks empty right?"
„Yeah..."
„It were all memories with Jungwoo which I tossed away just now."
„You want to talk about it?"
„You don't seem suprised. Did you already sense something?" I asked and he placed down his glass.
„You know last night.... You cried a lot and told me that you guys broke up."
„I even cried? That's embarrassing."
„Its not embarrassing at all. You can let out the feelings you feel don't bury them inside you."

„Jungwoo and I broke up the day before I met you again." he listened to me carefully. Giving all his attention to me.
„He invited me to dinner that day. I was so excited because it was a date we had after such a long time. I talked a lot during the dinner and was excited like a kid making plans what we should do next. But he didn't talk that much. He just nodded or gave me a slight smile. When we were done eating he just sat still looking at me and somehow I already had a feeling it's happening.

„Let's break up Sowon. It doesn't make any sense anymore between us. I don't feel the same way towards you anymore."

„I was calm and tried to talk to him. I told him that I still love him very much but he just sighed.
He told me that he already packed all his stuff and left that day leaving me there.
When I came back home his clothes, shoes and other belongings were all gone. That's when I realized we really broke up. What hurted the most that he didn't even take one picture of us with him. While I was foolishly still holding on all these."
„Why did you decided to throw them away today?"

„I don't know I just felt so uncomfortable when I came back here. I feel so much better now that they are gone."
„That's good it means you are moving on."
„I guess so." I smiled and he did too while patting my shoulder.

„Sowon?..."
„Hm?" he looked very nervous playing around with his hands. He was looking down for a while until he finally looked at me.
„I have something to tell you."
„Sure I am listening."
„It's about 10 years ago."
„10 years ago?"
„I want to tell you why I acted the way I did back then...." I didn't expect this and I am not sure if I will like what he is about to tell me but I can't run from it anymore....

It's Jeonghan's birthday 🥳🥳 I hope you guys enjoy reading it ❤️