A/N: okay guys, here are the answers for san! sorry for the long wait (i'm such a procrastinator omg)

SAN :

san: i don't think i'm particularly cute tbh, but thank you i guess haha

san: i can't really give you a definite answer, but i do know that i love him so much i can't even describe the full extent of it

san: i met hongjoong at the beginning of last year. he looked a lot smaller in real life than his pictures haha, but he's so nice and sweet. he loves buying me things and always gives the best gifts. seonghwa's really lucky to have him. (he's like hyung's sugar daddy, but don't tell him i said that!!)

san: like, two weeks after wooyoung and i met again since he'd already planned everything (and i can't ever say no to him). i think we're gonna get a dog sometime in the future like yunho and mingi, that is if woo wants it.

and uh, we haven't talked about marriage and kids and stuff like that. i'm a bit shy to ask wooyoung about it too, but...i can see us getting married and being husbands...yeah...

san: i think i'd love to be a writer, but anything works as long as it allows me to see wooyoung as much as i want

san: the best i've ever felt in a while. and wholly in love

san: my everything, my home

san: i love his eyes. they tell whatever he's feeling even when he doesn't say anything. i love his smile, his laughter, the way he cares for me, and his carefree personality. i love the way he looks at me, the way he holds my hand and the way he listens to whatever i need to say. he's so loving and attentive. i can go on and on but i dont want to bore you with my cheesiness haha

san: i did. the years without him were so hard and lonely, i thought i'd never see him again. but i tried to distract myself by doing what i liked and improving my relationship with myself and others

san: honestly, i'm still on the journey to self-acceptance. but i think can now say that i've finally forgiven myself

san: thank you! and i don't think we're going to take that step anytime soon, but i definitely see a future with him in it

san: like half of my heart had been torn to shreds. it felt like utter torture, but i'm so glad he's back in my arms