Why? Why do I try anymore. People put all this pressure on my and still except me to shine.

When actually I fall I can't handle it when I get yelled at for no reason. People don't listen.

They don't hear me when I scream, cry, and shout. They just stare at me and except me to tough it out.

I wish I could I just disappear and no one will be able to find me. And if I could go away no one would care.

No one would cry, No one would care. Right people would just celebrate. Because I am just useless to them.

I'm just the dirt underneath their feet that is useless. I just get kicked around from person to person for them to use.

I try to be nice, but why, why do I even try when no one will care. So why? WHY do I even try anymore.

Why do I try to play it off. Will someone answer me! I cry myself to sleep as voices in my head rip me up inside.

So why someone PLZ just tell me

why....