Everything I do.

Reminds me of you.

Certain songs, certain shows, the way I play with my hair the same way you used to, and the smell of certain perfumes.

They all bring back you.

Everyone's saying I should hate you.

And I know I should, but the love that was in my heart won't go away.

For a month or so you stayed away from my mind the thought of our never came up.

Till I heard a song and tears stung my eye.

And you were back on my mind.

The thoughts of you and me slowly crept back to the front.

It was like hell crashing on me all over again.

Sadly. 

With you in my mind.

You were also back in my heart. 

I wish you leave my mind.

My heart. 

Because the more you're in my mind the more my heart breaks.

And no matter how much my mind denies all the love my heart feels.

My heart.

I......

Still and will always love you.

You will always be in my heart

Sadly........

Hopefully you'll leave.

But I'll have to suffer.

But I will always suffer.

Espically when everything I do.

Reminds me of you.