I feel confused. Confused of who I am. just confused people wonder why I am who I am truth be told i don't  even know. I am a confused little girl that stands in the corner trying to figure out everything in my life. 

I sit down and gather my thoughts. What should I do should I just let the world catch up to me or should i catch up with the world. 

People call me weird all the time, but truth is I don't know. I get this question in my head every night before I go to bed. 

A question stirs inside my head. who am I? This question keeps me up all night i finally go to sleep, but my mind still rings. Rings of dreams, thought, and nightmares of what I might become. 

I wake up feeling lost and confused. When I was a little girl I had dreams of becoming this huge star that lights up and room, but now that I'm older reality hit me. 

It was like a slap in the face when the question came. 

I'm still confused and lost not knowing where to go, who to trust, what to do. I am still a little girl who needs someone to hold her hand, and tell her what to do.

But most of all I am still 

Confused.....