Dance dance dance is all I want to do. Just dance through the loneliness, quietness , and darkness. Dance to somewhere or something that will light up my world.

"I only dated him for his money, I only want you" when I witnessed my girlfriend telling this to another guy, I knew it was over. I knew that people only want me for my money. I knew no one really loves me for me.

 When my alarm went off, it scared me to the point where I accidentally fell off my bed. Only to end the horrible dream of my past. I got up, got ready, and made myself a bowl of cereal then headed outside to where the limo is parked.

" Good morning sir, would u like me to pick up Chanyeol?" asked my butler Gerold. "Yea, and drop us off behind the school. It'll be too crowded in the front" I replied. Same routine everyday. Nothing exciting. nothing worth wild. We drove in silence until we were outside Chanyeols house.

"Would you like me to go get him sir?"  Gerold asked "yeah, but make sure he doesn't bring any food or dinks 'cause last time he left a huge mess." I said as he closed the door.

 Chanyeol was my only Real friend . He always visits me when I'm sick and we dance together when we get bored. Actually he beat boxes and I dance to the beat. He's also the only one who calls me by my real name. Everyone else are close to me for popularity, money, or for the women.Not only that but they call me Kai.

"Aye Jongin, some girls came up to me yesterday and asked me to give you this." He handed me a pink letter with hearts on the front. "Another one. Damn these girls don't know when to stop" I explained as I opened the letter.

The letter said: Kai I Love you! I love how you dance, I love how youre great at everything you do. Please go out with me. I promise I will make your life better than it is now. Please meet me in the morning at the west wing of the school. <3<3 -Lin.

"Well now I guess I have to meet another girl whom I never once met in my life. Yay." I told Chanyeol sarcastically. "Good luck bro. How many is that now, 32 this week?"  he said while laughing at the same time. When we pulled up behind the school, Me and Chanyeol got out, dismissed Gerold and snuck in through the back door. 3 steps into the school and we were crowded by a bunch of squealing girls.

Thankfully we came right before the bell rang for everyone to leave for their classes. "See ya bro, don't forget the letter girl." Chanyeol stated as he left for his class. I walked all the way to the west wing of the school and found the girl staring out the window.

"Umm, excuse me, are you the one who wrote this letter?" I asked holding the letter. She turns around and replied "Ohhhh yea. Hi. Umm so do you want to go out with me?" "Sorry I don't really want to be in a relationship right no-" I was interrupted when she started to cry. "I'm sorry, but-" before I had a chance to explain she ran off to her class crying.

She ran right by the president. I couldnt find another excuse for this one. All those times I rejected someone, the pres somehow sees the event. He came up to me handed me a hall pass so teachers wont yell at me and said " Next time you reject someone try not to make them cry. Here's another hall pass, now go to class." then he walked away.

No one knows that i had the longest crush on Kyungsoo. He's cute with his round eyes a plush lips. He doesnt try to be like someone else and he always helps people in need. Also he's the president of our school. I made a goal at the beginning of high school to get him to like me but it hasn't worked out because I never got the chance but since we are about to graduate, I was just planning on telling him my feelings when the time is right.

My plan was to first be friends, then become closer, and soon enough be able to call him my boyfriend. When I came into homeroom, everyone started to stare. The teacher looked at me with an angry face so I held the hall pass and said "I have an excuse." Guys snorted, girls giggled. I didnt get what was really funny.

The teacher wasn't amused at all either and forced me to detention after school. School went by and I finished detention so I got my belongings and ran to the dance studio me and Chanyeol always goes to. After hours of dancing, Gerold picked us up at the front and we headed to Chanyeol's house to drop him off. Then headed back to my empty house.

 Both my mom and dad moved to america for some modeling buisness. They asked me if i wanted to come but i liked here better.

I was so tired that I didnt feel like walking all the way to my room so I just passed out on the couch. Hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.