It wasn't the same since my parents died. I had to live with my grandmother, find a part time job for money, and make sure to get the grades my parents would have been proud of.  Between all the hard work, there are times where I want to just grab my guitar and sing.

"Kyungsoo!! Hurry up and get ready or you will be late for school!" After I heard my grandmothers voice, I got up, got ready and went downstairs to the amazing smell of food that lingered all around the house.

"Sorry G-Ma, Long day at work last night." I said as bacon disappeared into my mouth.

"You shouldn't stress out too much, I have a job already." She said with a concerned look."

I hate it when people look sad or worried and i really hate the feeling  when girls cry." G-Ma, It's okay, I wanted to get a job. It's only 4 days a week."

 When I finished the food on my plate I gave my G-Ma a kiss on the cheek and headed off too school.

As I was walking there were many little kids passing by chasing each other and many cars driving past me on the road. I am so glad I live close to the school, It's easier to not be late.

"KYUNGSOO!" I turned around to a hug that almost made me pass out. It was Sehun. "I can't believe you didn't wait for me. I mean we literally live right next to each other!"

"I'm sorry, I was spacing out and I forgot." I say still trying to catch my breath. Sehun has been my friend since grade school and was there for me when my parents died. 

My thoughts were soon interrupted be the sudden shout from Sehun. "LULU!!!" He unwrapped his arms that were around me and tackled Luhan. Luhan was Sehun's boyfriend and also one of my best friends.

We met Luhan at the beginning of highschool. Since He was the exchange student from China, No one really wanted to be involved with him but even though he knew little Korean we still tried to talk to him and eventually he learned how to speak fluently.

The bell started ringing. "Hey, continue your make-out session some other time. We're gunna be late." As the president of the school it's my job to make sure students are doing what their suppose to when in school. "Yes mother!" Luhan and Sehun both said in sync.

"Why can't you talk to other people like that? You need to overcome that shyness of yours." Sehun said as he passed by. He was right. I have this awkward shyness and I become really clumsy when I get nervous. Before I got to reply, they were long gone.  

I'm allowed to roam around the campus because I have to ensure that everyone has gone to their class. Everything was clear until I heared a girl crying. I followed the sound and faced another rejection.The girl ran to her class with tears falling from her eyes.

The guy who rejected her was wearing a gray shirt with black skinny jeans and also was the same guy who gets amazing grades without studying, whos great at sports,and who is the best dancer in our school. His name is Kim Jongin, also known as Kai.

I admit he is good looking but I just don't have time to obsess over him. I handed him a hallpass because events like this cause him to always end up late for class.

  "Next time you reject someone try not to make them cry. Here's another hall pass. Now get to class." than after he took the pass I walked away, looking for any signs of trouble. When everything was clear, I headed towards my homeroom where my life continued as its always been.

After a long day of studying and school work, I headed to my part time job, a few minutes away from the school, as a chef at Zitao's. Cooking and the seeing smiling faces on the customers makes my day a whole lot happier.

After many dishes served and everyone has gone home, I pack some leftovers and head to my house where my grandmother is waiting for me. When I got home she was sitting watching the news. Then she glances at me and says, "how was school and work?"  "You know the usual, nothing really changes." I replied as I put the leftovers in the fridge.

"You have tomorrow off work right?" she asked. "Yea, I totally forgot". Then she says " Go out and enjoy yourself. Play your guitar at the park or something after school. Relax."  when she said that I couldn't help but feel excited about tomorrow. Not because of I get to relax. But because I get to strum on my guitar and sing.