So my uncle came over today, and it was fun, but a few topics came up that I felt like ranting about XD

Every year, my brothers and I go to a summer camp thingy where we do Activities and that jazz while "making new friends"

I do have fun, but I've never made any friends there XD

I've had people I've "talked to", but even then they did all the talking and I just listen, and whenever I do try to talk they either interrupt me, don't hear me, or straight up ignore me XD

Oh well, they weren't good people anyways :3

There are a lot of jerks, honestly, but there are some good people. The only thing is that those good people are outgoing and I can't talk to people 030

But anyways, before when we did that, everyday we went back to my uncle's cabin except for sleep away nights

But next summer he wants me to spend a whole month at sleep away camp.

I get what he wants me to do, which is to prepare me for college when I'm away from home, but he also wants me to "improve my social skills"

I have no idea if that's gonna happen or not XD

But I guess the people at the sleep away camp hafta be more mature than normal camp, cause the normal camp is filled with idiots ;-:

Legit, every year on the first day of camp, I cry cause of how stupid people were that day XD

But then I get over it and deal with it :3

Last year no one noticed that I was part of the group until the fourth day of camp XD

And then when we were zip lining, one person said that she'll go do with me and will "make sure I don't get forgotten"

Guess what happened?

Yeah, she forgot -3-

But eh, I didn't really care, cause the counselor made sure I had a partner, and the person she paired me with was cool :3

And then another person came to me after some kids were making fun of her because of a health problem (I heard it, but they were trying to be respectful about it, but the person was getting uncomfortable about it so they really should've stopped) and she vented about how she was feeling at the time

And I listened to her, but at the back of my mind I was thinking "why are you talking to me about it when you legit didn't know I was even in the same group an hour or two ago?"

I understand she needed to talk about it, but why come to me if you literally know nothing about me?

And then I walked with her the way back to a place, and then she abandons me and never talked to me again

And even now I'm just like "what?"

And then there were these two smol kids who really liked me, and legit the only thing I did was kick their butts at Capture the Flag

We were in the "army specialty" (which I legit only joined to play Capture the Flag) and they followed me into the "Harry Potter specialty" (which actually was pretty bad, the person who arranged it never read the books nor watched the movies)

Neither of them knew a thing about Harry Potter. They only joined cause I joined.

And I never even talked to them either??

Am I just an approachable person? But I never talk to people, so why would I be approachable??

Anyways, another topic came up with my uncle that I wanted to talk about~

He hardcore wants me to major in the biology field

Legit, he's willing to help pay and everything, and he even has a college that he wants me to go to

And I feel bad cause I'm not exactly interested in it, and I guess if I knew about it I would be more willing to do thing, but I wanta be a pilot so that traveling and seeing new places is part of my job, and I get to do something that other people don't do

But I couldn't tell him cause he hardcore wants me to do it, and I couldn't tell my dad cause it seemed like he liked the idea too 030

But eh, I guess I'll look into it, but for now I just wanta fly planes :3