oki so there's this chick at work who has the same name as I do

and I find it amusing cause that's the first time I've had someone share the same name as me in a day-to-day situation, so it's funny when we're stationed right next to each other and someone calls one of our names and both of us turn around lmao

so for a while I though "heh wouldn't it be funny if we were buddies" cause we could be all "hey Courtney" "how are ya Courtney" "I'm good Courtney how about you" I just find it funny

my brain was like that up until today, but then my brain said to me "hey, you see that chick over there? she's kinda cute"

so yeah I've got a crush on someone with the same name as me, frikk

idk how big this crush is gonna grow, if it's gonna grow at all cause I haven't had a proper conversation with her yet, just here and there, but yeah emotions are whack

tbh I don't think I'll be shooting my shot anytime soon, cause I think that'd be weird and I know nothing about her, and idk it's just strange 

one of my first days I've overheard someone say "how can you date someone you work with, that's just weird" and tbh I can kinda understand why that's weird, but hey one of the middle school teachers got a divorce to marry someone who's teaching the same grade, so it happens ig

but yeah I'm just here to tell y'all that emotions are being weird again lmao