I don't even want to take any of these extra courses, I want to educate myself in the arts and crap of both literature and pretty things

I don't even want to go into the biomedical field

I want to go in for creative writing if anything else, but I know that's a rough path

But is it really rough if I enjoy every step of the way? Really??

I just want to bring my fantasy to real life, but I guess that's a lot to ask for

I don't want to keep waiting to live the life I want, I'd like to actually live it

Sure I can do it as a hobby, but with what I'm getting into, there's too much work and things to worry about

Id rather worry about what the editor has to say about my work rather than how the biomedical project at work is doing

I'd rather spend hours trying to find the right word or phrase than worry if what I'm doing is gonna work or mess with my career or reputation

The fact of the matter is, going into the biomedical field is gonna give me so much stress and even more anxiety than I do now, I don't think I really want to do it anymore

I want to learn and educate myself, yes, and I want to use it too

But not like this

I want to go in for creative writing

I should do that

It's not because I want an easy life like how I've heard why others go in for it, but I have something that I need to get out to the world

It's hard to explain, but if I don't get my work out there, I will not be satisfied with my life

Not everyone believes in this kind of stuff, but I believe that everyone has a "calling", and this right here is it for me

I don't need to live that life I dream of - where I'm in the cabin in the middle of the woods in Norway, though Id absolutely love that - I could live in a smol apartment in a crappy town for all I care

As long as I get my stories out there

They need to be heard

I wouldn't be able to tell you why, but I just feel that it's something important, if not anyone else, to me

I don't want to go in for biomedical; I want to do what I want to do, not what society expects of me