Imma do the vent thing tomorrow so I can do it properly without dozing off, cuz yeet

So my older brother came in a while ago and chatted with me about his job and stuff, and he said that I just give a kind of vibe that makes it easier to talk to, and that I'm basically his therapist at this point, but

I just listen??

I don't mind, cause he said he can't really vent to anyone else cause my mum and LD dun really listen, and he rather not talk to my dad, so yeet here I am *dabbbs*

I took like a four hour nap and missed dinner, so I kinda just whatever, and my throat feels like crap and a bunch of other things

Rod I think you lowkey accidentally got me sick XD

But eh, I still have another day till school

Boi, ever since I actually started to actively take care of myself, things have gotten significantly better

I literally do whatever the heck I want and stop worrying about every single person while still trying to be open for anyone to talk to when they need to, but instead of completely ignoring how I'm feeling or what I want, I do what I need to do for myself

My self-esteem is nowhere near better, I still subconsciously - and consciously too - believe Im complete crap, but I'm getting to a better place???

I think???

Sure, man

I'm more confident in what I do more than before

So you know when people on personality tests and jazz ask if you're a confident person?

I usually hafta think, cause I have confidence in what I do, but not in myself

It's weird, but it makes sense in my head

Aye so I was looking at the birbs in the pet store, and I love them so much I miss my own birbs

They were dOOORKKS

I miss theeemmmmmm aaaaccckkkkkk

But I don't think I'll be able to get another birbo

I wouldn't mind keeping them in my room, tho

I'd like that

These two birbs were bullying another birb by not letting them sit on the same stick thingy, and they seemed so left out I wanted to take them home with me and love the precious child

AaaaAaAaAAACK they were cuuute

Have some pictures of my old birbos~

aaAAAaAACKKKK I MISS THEEEMMMMM

I NEED TO STOP ALRIGHT

LEL ALRIGHTY GOODNIGHT