Or moms, either way

Yesterday the senior female who tried out for county chorus said she felt like my mom, so I have yet another mom

I believe I have maybe 8 "parents" now?? Two including my irl parents

Yeet

I made county chorus, and I got a score of 121.1, which is 18.1 points higher than last year, which is pretty sweet *dabbs*

I still find it amusing how weird my voice sounds to me cause it's still developing, and right before me there were upperclass people who have legitimate developed voices, so I had a lowkey mental breakdown, but not as bad as last year after the auditions XD

I also ran into a wall after auditioning, so that was cool

When I got home, I got a pretty bad headache - bad enough that I don't want to move, but not so bad that I can't move or talk

But I got into my new floofy owl pajamas that is also my costume, I love it

oH TORIS WAS AN MVP TODAY CAUSE

We had an American Cultures test today, and Toris helped me study at lunch

I knew I needed to study cause I failed at kahoot, and the studying made me thankful that I did cause I knew about .2 things, and since my notes were all over the place, Toris helped me study the things until I wasn't terrible

And I swear if she didn't help me I would've failed so badly legit

Basically everything on the test were things that she made me remember, and I remember them cause she yelled (a chill yo-you-gotta-get-yo-crap-together-pal kind of way) at me when I got it wrong repeatedly until I finally got it right

It was fun

I'm not good at history *shrugs*

Also, in English, the teacher said that the person we're reading now is more subtle than Poe, and I LOVE subtle messages sO MUCH

I try to add in subtle messages whenever I do stuff whenever possible cause I find it so much fUN

I love it when people have theories that focus on smol details that are meant to be there, and finding them when they're unnoticable but meant to be a clue that most people overlook

Sure, it's not as extravagant as Poe, but subtleness is fantastic

oOOOOOOHHHHHH I REMEMBER THING

OKIOKIOKI SO I have 18 established kingdoms as of yet, but after completing the entire map, I'm going to have over 100 kingdoms

sO I'm starting to organize what I have so far instead of relying on memory, which is gonna be a lot easier to reference to

Plus, my memory is growing worse and worse

I literally spent 95% of the time after my Drivers Ed test drawing a rectangle and two lines what the heck

And the lines aren't even perfect yet heck

My plan rn is to make an official outline, ink it, then make photocopies to use from then on *dabbbs*

And there's another thing~

I was able to recall 2/3 of my kingdoms by memory

That's an improvement from half by memory

I found a red binder that I can put the "official" papers/ideas for this heckin world, I'm finally in the process of figuring out how the heck to take it from my chaotic mind into the real world

But I hafta do actual schOOL work and take cArE of myself, so watch me have .2 time to actually work on it

I wish the body takes care of ALL of itself, like photosynthesis and something so that showers are unnecessary (??) so we can consciously do all the other stuff, but at least we don't have to think about breathing and pumping the heart and all that other crap, so I'm chill

We listened to "Here Comes the Sun" in History of Rock and Roll today, and Toris brought up Barry B. Benson, which brought up Operation Bee Movie, and half of it sucks that a meme/movie is related to a certain someone now, but a quarter of it is cool cause I think of the certain someone, but the other quarter of that sucks cause I think of the certain someone when I can't talk to her and I hafta do stuff

And then there people who have casual hookups at a football game or whenever, or getting all up in another's grill .2 seconds after being a thing

And a lot of them are younger than me even

And ever since I found out she works there, my parents go to Bills when I'm away or she's not there when I am there, and we rarely go to Bills anymore in the first place

Heckin heck