I don't remember if I talked about indoor color guard in here yet or not, so Imma do that now~

So the different flag and dance things have names, but I confuse myself because I lowkey gave them all my own names so I can "remember them better", but in reality it made it harder to remember what's what

Some of them, I do know the names of, like "palm rolls" "drop spins" and "extensions", cause they made sense to me

But I call one of them "stirring the soup" because it feels like I'm doing just that, and one of them "double buttered toast"

And I made up names for the fancy walks/runs/dance things (??) different names, too

Like "don't be a duck" or "don't be a t-rex"

Cause that's what it feels like when I do it wrong XD

I asked a senior friend how to do a type of toss, cause it looked cool, but she was told not to teach me

Then the person in charge said she could show me, so she started showing me how she does it, and the other person called her out on it cause she didn't trust me XD

I don't blame her, tho. Me and the other newbies already hit ourselves with the other basic things, tossing would only be a handful rn lel

But color guard is fun, I'm dating my flag

His name is Jimmy

One of the people in charge told me I was doing really well and what I did looked good, and I feel so accomplished

So worth the bruises XD

My frikkin arms and wrists are so weak rn tho, I make fun of it cause I find it amusing

We also do a lot of work out routines, cause the entire show thing requires a lot of endurance, considering all the movment, flagwork, and the possibility of getting hit throughout the entire show

They talked about getting concussions like it's normal, so I wouldn't be surprised if I got one from it someday

There are so many injuries in colorguard, it's crazy, but it's fun

Plus, it's getting me ready for track too, so I'm excited for that

I think just got out of going to a party tomorrow, so I'm glad *dabbs*

Legit, there's been so much people-ing lately, I'm exhausted

My mom says she feels bad when she's out having a good time with her friends while my brothers and dad and I are home, but I'd much rather stay home than go to a party

Especially when 99% of the people are her friends, talking about me in tagalog so I have no clue what they're saying, then asking me questions in english, me answering, then them either continuing the conversation with me (which I don't mind) or making comments about it to each other in tagalog that makes me feel awkward

But now I believe I get to stay home and do basically whatever the heck I want

*dabbs*