I wanted to sleep more but my throat won't let meeeeeeee

So let's do the venting thingy cuz yee why not~

So band, lezgo

This year in band, things have been different from what I'm usually doing

First year: didn't talk but hung around this smol group of pals which were considered the secondary (??) group

Second year: was kinda part of the same group but kinda distanced self

Third year: hung around Toris mostly

Fourth year: bouncing from group to group and person to person, trying to make people happy

So I'm not set with stone with any group or person this year

I think that's working out best, cause not only do I now feel comfortable in the band that I can be myself, I won't hafta worry about feeling left out as much, cause I can talk to almost anyone

I'm still awkward around some people, but I'm a heck lot better than past years where people barely even know what I sound like

Another thing about band, I never notice the conflict until someone either points it out, or it's too late

Maybe this year, it's because of the fact that I don't have a set group, but there has been conflict one way or another every year I've been in band

I'm not gonna go into detail, cause privacy of others, but basically~

First year: torn between two good pals

Second: a heck lot of general tension in the band

Third: tension again, but hearing what people had to say about it rather than just being confused why it's there

And then there's this year

Maybe I haven't heard the conflict on the band bus cause I was closer to the front and can't hear anything, but I could see where it could've arose

The music on the bus in my first and (I believe) second year, I absolutely adored

Too bad I can't remember the titles, artists, or words, just the music *shrugs*

But anyways, I don't know who in particular is causing problems, but I'll keep an eye out

*highkey oblivious*

Part of me wants to bring back things like the ravioli song or down by the bay, but I think they stopped cause people didn't do things good so they can't do it no more???

Idk??

But that was fun, I miss it

And the fire up, they should bring that back too, cause we used to do that all the time and I'm finally comfortable enough to actually do it

And silly hat day

Gosh, we're losing the traditions

At least Chinese Fridays are still a thing

Im making cheeseballs a tradition now

Im probably forgetting a crap ton of stuff to talk about, but let's go to NaLi~

sO I haven't watched Fairy Tail in FOREVER, so lezgo~

NaLi is a no

Nope nope nope

Like, platonically, it's cute, two childhood friends hanging out again, but as a thing?

Heh, nah

Natsu was hella uncomfortable with the idea of them being a thing

Plus, Natsu broke the love spell thingy on Lucy the first episode, soo~

I like Lisanna, she was cute, and she means well, she's a pretty good character

But I don't like her with Natsu, cause it doesn't work out

cHILDHOOD FRIENDSHIPS REUNITE :D

So that's all I got right now

If yall want me to go any more in depth in anything, or there's something else you want me to vent about, hit me up