CHAPTER 36 - Always and Forever
Raavi wakes up with heavy head. She holds her head and looks around. She gets relieved somehow that she is safe at Shiva's home. She holds her head and tries to remember everything. She gets shocked when she remembers all. She looks at herself. She was wearing Shiva's shirt. She holds the shirt close to her chest and looks down in embarrasment. Shiva wakes up and mischeviously smiles seeing her. He goes close to her and kiss her cheek. Raavi gets startled and angrily looks at him.
Raavi : Bahot hua Shiva. Thank you meri madad karne ke liye par ab tum mujhse dur raho.
Shiva : Theek hain par atleast mujhe apna shirt toh do..
Raavi looks at herself. His shirt was reaching only her thighs. She takes a blanket and covers herself.
Raavi : Haan deti hoon.
Shiva : Mujhe toh abhi chahiye.
Raavi : Yeh kaisi zidd hain..
Shiva : Tum bhi toh ziddi ho. Shirt toh mujhe abhi hi chahiye.
Shiva stands and starts going close to her. Raavi starts going backward and stops when her back hits the dressing table. Blanket falls from her hand. She clutches the table tightly. She close her eyes. Shiva cups his face
Shiva : Raavi I Am Sorry. I know mein responsible hoon jo bhi hua hain tumhare saath,hamare bache ke saath. Par please mujhe ek chance do taaki tumhe pata chala mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas. Galti kisse nahi hoti Raavi? Mere se bhi huyi. Par mujhe itni badi saza mat do. Tumhare bina mein marr jaunga. Abhi tak isliye zinda tha kyunki mujhe yakeen tha tum bhi mujhse pyaar karti hoon. Mein kuch bhi seh lunga par tumhari nafrat nahi.. Abhi tak mein ekdum gentleman ki tarah tumhe samjha raha hoon. Apni feelings ko control kiya hain. Par zyada der feelings control nahi ho paayegi.. Aur uske baad jo bhi hoga uski responsibility mein nahi rahunga.
Shiva winks at her.Raavi moves away his hand and walks into the bathroom. She changes into her red dress and hands the shirt to him. He holds her hand and pulls her closer.
He bends down and huskily whispers in his ear..
Shiva : Kal tum bahot hi hot lag rahi thi..
Raavi looks down shy.
Shiva : Aur maine toh tumhara dance ka video bhi nikala hainn..
Raavi looks at him with ''O'' mouth.. Shiva runs into the bathroom. Raavi keeps banging his door and order him to delete the video but he says will talk in office. Raavi pouts angrily and leave from there. She waits for Shiva eagerly. She dashes into his cabin as soon as he arrives.
Raavi : Delete the video..
Shiva : Nahi
Raavi : Shiva video delete karo..
Shiva : Nahi
Raavi : Shiva
Shiva : Ek shart par. Agar tum mujhe ek kiss kar dogi toh mein delete kar dunga..
Raavi looks at him stunned.
Raavi : Aa gaye na tum apni cheap harkat par. Toh ab tum mujhe aise blackmail karoge. Mujhe tumse yeh umeed bilkul bhi nahi thii..
Raavi looks away. Shiva gets angry and holds her arms tightly.
Shiva : Pehli baat toh yeh ki kaisi cheap harkat. Kya mein kisi aur se kiss maang raha hoon. Apni biwi se maang raha hoon. Dusri baat agar tumhe lagta haina ki yeh video mein viral kar dunga toh tum pagal ho. Mein tumhara tamasha puri duniya ke saamne nahi banaunga. Aur teesri baat Raavi, mere se kaisi sharam. Yeh video toh kuch nahi. Yeh toh bas maine tumhe chedne ke liye rakha tha . Par tumhe mujh par itna bhi vishwas nahi hain. Yeh jaan ke mujhe hurt hua.
He leaves her. He hands her the phone.
Shiva : Yeh lo karlo delete. Jo karna hain karlo.
Shiva leaves the cabin angrily. Raavi looks on. She keeps the phone on table and takes back her seat. Few days Shiva ignores her. He talks to her but tries to maintain a distance even though he doesn't want to. Raavi is hurt at this behaviours of her and decides to talk to him about it. Once when all leave , Raavi enters his cabin and gives him some file. He just nods.
Raavi : Shiva mujhe kuch baat karni hain. Tum aisa kyun behave kar rahe ho mere saath.
Shiva gets up and holds her arms and push her against the wall. He stands close to her.
Shiva : Tumhari problem kya hain Raavi? Agar pass aa raha tha toh tumhe problem thi. Ab jab door rehta hoon toh problem hain. Mein toh apni feelings ko le kar bahot clear ho. Tum apni feelings clear rakho. Agar pyaar karun toh problem , agar na karun toh problem. Tum decide kar lo tumhe kya chahiye.
Raavi : Mein bass chahti hoon ki..
Shiva : Ki kya? Aage toh bol nahi sakti tum. Agar tum aage bol dogi toh tum haar nahi jaungi. Hamara pyaar jeet jaayega. Aur mein yeh hi chahta hoon. Aise hi tumhare pass rehna chahta hoon. Sorry ab aur control nahi hota.
He leans down and kiss her neck. Raavi shuts her eyes. He starts leaving open mouth kisses there and bites her. She moans. He entwines his hands with hers and squeezes them hard. He kiss her near her earlobe and peck her lips. Raavi is disappointed with his short and abrupt love. She should not be upset but she is.
Shiva : Bol do ki tumhe yeh acha lag raha hain Raavi..
Raavi : Shiva tum mere liye sab difficult bana rahe ho. Mein.. mujhe kuch samaj nahi aa raha.
Shiva : Mein bhi thak gaya hoon Raavi tumhare yeh confused feelings se. Tum ek chance bhi dena nahi chahti mujhe. Atleast ek chance toh do. Please. Please.
Raavi : Uss chance ka tum kya karoge?
Shiva : Tumhe bahot khushi dunga..
Raavi : Mein ..voh
Shiva leaves her. He packs his bags and leaves. Raavi hurriedly takes her purse and follows him. Raavi keeps calling him out. But Shiva refuse to turn. Raavi sees a car coming towards him and runs to save him but before she could save him the car hits him. His body roll down the road and lie there lifelessly with blood coming out. Next few hours are blank for Raavi. She manages to take him to hospital with the help of car which hit him. She keeps blabbering something to make him conscious. In all this blabbering she kisses his forehead and tells him that she loves him and cant afford to loose him. Shiva slightly smiles at her confession but faints. Doctors take him to OT and start injecting all the machines injections and what not. She keeps crying his state. Next 3-4 days she is pale because the operation was successful but he was taking time to be conscious and this was hurting Raavi. She used to sit beside him all night holding his hand. Once while she was sitting beside him holding his hand Shiva opened his eyes slowly and squeezed her hand a little. Raavi jumped in joy and called all the doctors. Doctors gave him necessary medicines and he was awake. Shiva smiled seeing Raavi. Raavi took care of everything. Food medicines bill everything. He loved how she was taking care of him. But they were yet to have a proper conversation. At first male nurse used to dress him but once when female nurse came. Raavi couldn't take it and came before her.
Raavi : I am his wife. I will do it.
She snatched it from her hand and looked away. Nurse nodded and went out of the room. Raavi looked at Shiva who was adoring her. Raavi cleaned all his wound first.
Raavi : Voh tumhara shirt ..utaro.
Shiva nodded and removed his shirt. Raavi cried seeing wounds on his body. Shiva wiped her tears. Raavi bandaged everything and made him wear the shirt again.
Shiva : Raavi voh
Raavi put her finger on his lips.
Raavi : Please.. aaram karo. Kal discharge hain tumhara uske baad baat karenge.
Shiva nodded. Next day Shiva was discharged and Raavi took him to his house. She took care of him well until he was fit. Shiva had decided to talk to her when he was alright. Seeing her so close to him yet not able to spend time with her due to heavy medicines and fracture was making him upset but it all went away as soon as she came close to him to feed him, to do dressing and to see her take care of him. The only thing he did on own was take a bath and change his lowers. Rest everything was managed by her. At night she used to sleep beside him holding his hand and Shiva adored seeing her sleeping. It was time for their confession and confrontation but he didn't expected much because he knew he had hurt her to very much extent. But he would love her always and forever.
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