“I'm a ballerina, spin me round!
But in his eyes, I'm really just a toy,
On a stick, forced into submission.”

Emily
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Emotions are signs to show that you're still living, so why do I still feel pain? Aren't I emotionless? a walking dead? the pain of the past was caused by numerous unanticipated events, that took every feeling I crave to experience.

They are now mere memories and wishes for an replay...

I love you. The three words I always wanted to hear, either from family, friends or that special person I am yet to meet. But who wants a broken girl?

I can say this much...

I love the friends I no longer possess. I dislike the family I don't have, because they created a self proclaimed God, who's controlling my life.

And to that special person so far away, don't look for me. You're player two for this game called life, will be someone else. One who can feel and care.

One who isn't broken by someone who supposed to love me...