(A/N: Random af update. I know. Bear with the rant at the end please.)

"How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?
I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost..."

~~~Dancing with your ghost by Sasha Sloan

"In the end, they will all leave somehow. If not willingly, then death will do you part."

~S.N.Rose

•
•
•
•
•
•
•
•

•
•
•
•
•
•
•
I found this when I was scrolling through my phone. I totally forgot about how I drew this, clicked the picture and forgot to post it.

But today as I found it, I looked at it and the above song randomly popped into my head.

I remembered my baby brother. Whom I lost to sickness. This song reminds me of him. It will be his death anniversary in a few days... And I can't just stop feeling this sadness and ache in my heart.

I miss him so fucking much.

I know it won't be a big deal to anyone. Some people may even think I'm doing this for attention. Well to all of such people- "You can take your attention and shove it up your ass... I couldn't care less."

All I know is that I'm still mourning him. I thought that time will make it easier. Time will make the pain go away. But it doesn't. It dulls it. But it stays there, like an empty place in your heart which can't seem to fill.

I know people who have lost someone close to them will understand what I'm saying... My heart goes out to all of you people.

And for those who haven't... I hope you don't have to go through this ever... But, you cannot control the tide of time. So my advice is,

"Spend time with them. Give them all the love. Because once lost, they won't come back and you'll regret it the most... So, don't take them for granted."

P. S. This drawing is not properly captured... So, I'll maybe upload a better picture later on.

P. S. S.- If you're someone like me who finds comfort in listening to sad songs when you're upset, do check out the above song. It's my all time favourite.

Let me know if you liked it.

And sorry for my random af emotional dump. 😓

Until next time
Love
S ❤️