Hello- I don't believe anyone will ever read this but I've always believed in poetic endings to stories, whether or not I have ever achieved that with my creations.

I still have the wattpad login and I check in occasionally  to see how what was once my entire world is doing. I was scanning through this journal recently and was shocked at how much personal information I'd put out and rapidly began to delete as much as possible.

I'm very surprised I was never murdered, seeing as according to the statistics of this site, the majority of the readers of my Star Wars romance fanfiction were males in their 40s. Not that there's anything wrong with that, persay. However, I think Catie at age 12 was too occupied with writing an update  to pay attention to the basic internet safety instructions in her computer class.

Another thing! I lied about my age to join this site so for a long while, I was 11-12 whenever I professed i was 13. That's very funny to me now as a "big kid" who doesn't see a difference between 12 and 13.

Life is good- I have a car with an old lady's name and a ton of books stacked the backseat . I've developed a love for Shakespeare. I've lost best friends through Highschool, but I've found myself as an individual  and have new connections with others. I'm applying to colleges across the country and even outside of it. I draw and I write. I've learned another language to fluency. My baby brothers are now big enough to give me piggy back rides.

Such is the passage of time.

This internet page documents how much I struggled to become the person I am today. Of course, as a preteen, I fell into the thinking trap of « not being like other girls » and « quirkiness because I like the most popular franchise ». I didn't think I had a place outside my various interests. There were a lot of things I never realized. But now I do. And that's all I really have to say on the matter.

For one final time-

Peace out -

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