Distrust- Ashi POV
Right now, everything in my life was perfect. My parents were happy, his parents had restored their faith in him, and everything was back to normal now that I had found the love of my life. But one day, when I was working on some documentation for Dixit's Glamorous Selections' structure course, I heard some noise. I frowned as I watched Siddharth engage in a fight with some goons outside. I find it unbelievable that he continues doing such dangerous duties. What if he does a terrible thing to himself or worse? What if I lose him? No! The fact that he is my husband means that nothing can sever our bond. He became more and more involved in these rivalries over the course of the following few months, which I found disturbing but kept to myself. I received an email from Mumbai's Maharashtra University of Health Sciences six months later. I called Siddharth since I wasn't sure if I should read it or not.
This was the letter:
Dear Mrs. Anand,
You can enroll in a course with us on how to study medicine and become a doctor. Since you excelled in biology in high school, we are aware of how much you're interested in this career. You have a great deal of knowledge and ambition. This conversation with us was initiated by your father. You must continue doing this at our university, where hard work can achieve aspirations. Your father agreed to contribute the 72,000 USD fund for this. All the best for your journey,
Mr. Rajesh Patel
Siddharth could see the emotion on my face as I was overcome with awe. After all these years, I can't believe my father would still do it for me. "What do you think, Siddharth?" "My love, this is the dream you've always had. You can do this." I signed up for the course and put a lot of effort into my studies the next year. After finishing the training, I planned to become the CEO of a hospital. It needed a lot of effort, focus, and stress but I was capable of handling it. Aspiring healthcare administrators often study subjects such as hospital management, business administration, accounting, budgeting, and planning. Aspiring healthcare executives must gain years of medical and business management experience to become hospital CEO. But eventually, I was awarded the scholarship, and Siddharth was ecstatic. My dream job was presented to me one day, and I was thrilled. But I was sweaty and queasy. I checked my pregnancy and called the doctor. I became aware that I was carrying a baby. I am aware that the career was what I desired, but having a family was more important than I could have imagined. I had to be there for my husband and the newborn because I wanted to savor every second. I regularly visited my doctor, had scans every month, took prenatal vitamins, napped, and ate a lot of food that Siddharth prepared and purchased.Finally, a girl was born when the baby was delivered. She went by the name Amrita Siddharth. As Siddharth sat next to me, I was filled with pride and joy. We did everything for her once she was born because we loved her so much. We gave her our time and took care of her. The child was bathed, fed, entertained, and taken on walks in the countryside by her grandparents.
Meri duniya meri duniya meri duniya tu hi re
Meri khushiya meri khushiya meri khushiya tu hi re
Meri duniya meri duniya meri duniya tu hi re
Meri khushiya meri khushiya meri khushiya tu hi re
Raat din tere liye sajde karoon
Duayein mangoon re
Main yahan apne liye rab se teri
Balayein mangoon re
Tune hi jeena sikhaya
Hum logo ko acha insaan banaya
Zindagi hai tera saaya
Anjaano ko seedha rasta dikhaya
Tu nayi ek roshni le aayi hai
Jeevan ki raahon mein
Har ghadi guzre teri saari umar
Ab apni baahon mein
Humne ki joh bhi khatayein
Hum jhelenge unki saari saza bhi
Humne ki jitni jafaayein
Hum unse bhi ab karenge wafaa bhi
Hum naye, mausam naya, aalam naya
Badle hai armaan bhi
Keh rahi ehsaas ki gehraiyan
Thehra hai toofan bhi
Meri duniya meri duniya meri duniya tu hi re
Meri khushiya meri khushiya meri khushiya tu hi re
Raat din tere liye sajde karoon
Duayein mangoon re
Main yahan apne liye rab se teri
Balayein mangoon re
English:
Only you are my world
Only you are my happiness
Only you are my world
Only you are my happiness
Day and night I bow down in front of God
And I pray for you
Here I am asking from God
That may all your bad luck come to me
You taught us how to live
You made us into good human beings
Our life is your shadow
You showed the straight path to strangers
You brought a new light with you
In the path of our life
May every moment of your life
Pass in our arms
All the mistakes that we have done
We'll tolerate all their punishments as well
For all the wrong things that we have done
Now we'll be faithful and will correct them
We are new and so is the weather and atmosphere
Even our desires have changed
The depth of ours emotions is saying that
Even the storm has stopped
Only you are my world
Only you are my happiness
Day and night I bow down in front of God
And I pray for you
Here I am asking from God
That may all your bad luck come to me
She grew into a healthy toddler. I once received another offer, which I shared with Siddharth. I was informed by him that I was prepared for the interview. I traveled all the way to Delhi by train. Since I am confident in Siddharth, I made him take care of Amrita.
Siddharth POV:
Amrita received my whole attention, and I never let her out of my sight. Like she was to Ashi, she was my everything and my life. One night, as I was fighting with Amit and my friend was supporting me, Amrita was in my friend's hand. They all eventually went, and I drove Amrita safely home. Ashi eagerly held Amrita when she returned home later that evening. Ashi panicked when she saw Amrita was not breathing. "WHAT has happened to my BABY!" As soon as they arrived, I dialed 911. She saw that her neck had blood on it. My pulse was racing because I couldn't believe how foolish I had been. I can't even begin to imagine what Amrita will experience. Amrita was brought to the emergency department, so we all went to the hospital. We waited for her for a long time, but Ashi's eyes were constantly streaming with tears. Her eyelids were swollen, she had bloodshot eyes, and a lump was forming in her throat. She was angry with me, and her voice cracked as she spoke. "Siddharth, I find it hard to believe you would do such a thing. She was our baby. You were meant to leave her in the care of your parents or neighbors. NONE of THIS would have happened because she would have been saved." As I felt guilty, she was half-screaming in frustration. "I have no reason to believe you. You are an irresponsible father, a liar, and a traitor." As I answered, I was wobbly. "I apologize for my mistake, Ashi. I can explain." As she raised her head up, she felt frail. "I SHOULD NOT have married you. I no longer have faith in you. You don't give a damn about other people and are constantly in conflicts and rivalries.You could kill my child. And please do not attempt to visit Amrita or me. She is only MINE going forward. If you do, then Amrita will have a father but don't expect her to have a MOTHER." The doctor appeared outside of nowhere. "She is doing fine." As I gave Amrita a loving glance, Ashi was closely holding the infant. "I am leaving your life as of this moment. Please don't expect my return. Goodbye!" I felt drowsy and my feet shook. I can't believe she's leaving. I deserved this all along because I injured my baby in a risky circumstance. Oh, God! I stopped feeling joy and brightness in my life.My 2 loved and beloved people are gone away. Now, what am I going to do?
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