I'M SORRY I FUCK UP SO MUCH IN SUCH AND WAS WHOLE I TOLD YOU NEVER TO LEAVE ME BUT I HURT YOU AND I GUESS I DESERVE THE PAIN *cries and puts hand to face* I'm sorry if I'm not worth it sorry

I'm so stubborn that's how I got here so alone. So alone feels like for ever.wanna swim away and breathe the open air but I feel so afraid then I heat you say
Hang on when the water is rising hang on  when the waves are crashing....