I don't wanna lose u. U as in everyone that's with me now if I lose u my world breaks. So if u walk out it will hurt me and kill my heart more. Even tho my heart is already dead. I have to many people walking in and out of my life. I guess I'm w ritting this to tell yall. The happiness u have know take advantage. Because once u lose something u can't get it back trust me. It hurts its painful. I have lost so many fucken people in my life and people that walk out. It hurts. But hehe. What do i do? Why am I on earth? I have no meaning no purpose. Psht. People tell me I have a purpose. I tell them stop just stop half of my heart is in the fucken shadow lands roaming while some of it is here broken. I want to leave this world I wish I could but i can't.