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You want to now the worst fear...Being forgotten and alone...I feel like people hate me...I even have to go back to that treacherous place called a school...It's like my life...Just...Shatters again...Over and over again...Like everything else...I don't want to be forgotten...Alone...Abandoned...I just want happiness...Yet, I have to do this everyday...I hate it...I hate so much...I just want to be happy...I don't know how many times I tried making friends at the school I'm going back to...But...I'm scared...I had a dream once that I could go there with all my friends...Even Chaton...

But, I know that won't happen...I'm alone right now...I just want to hug them and be happy...But, 1 lives in Germany...One Memphis, Tennessee...And other places that I can't get too...I don't know if I have one friend that lives near me...I just want to be happy...I want to forget everything terrible...I wish people were good...I wish everyone was happy and...Safe from any harm...Because, they don't deserve to go through what I did...And I want them to be safe...In fact...I'm usually the one being tortured and thrown around like a doll...But, I don't care anymore...I don't want to talk about it...

I'm going now...Bye...

-Sam