Chapter 7
I wake up to my classroom, the one in the other world. I check my phone, it's 2:59 and in the reflection I can see that I still have no colour in my hair. Having no clue what's going on I just get up from my seat and look around the place. It must be spring break or something, no ones here. I look around the classrooms, no ones there. Then, after that intensive search I finally give up and get a call from someone, I'm too tired to see who it is so I just answer it without looking.
"Hey"
Yoongi? Wait no. Wait yes? I don't know. I'll just ask.
"Who is this?"
"Yoongi, Min Yoongi. Your old high school friend."
Wait no, this sound too familiar.
"Oh, Hyung you!"
"Yeah, me."
"Hyung, why do you sound so sad?"
"I'm sorry."
"Hyung, that didn't answer my question."
"I'm sorry just please forgive me for what I did to you."
Wait no. This can't be. I have to stop this from happening. I can't stand having to see him do that. I want to be there for him. I have to be there for him. I rush around the school and find my way up the stairs. I get up onto the rooftop as fast as I could and I see his back facing me. I want to run to him. I want to hold him. I want to reach my hand towards him.....
But I can't.
He jumped.
He fell.
He died.
I'm stuck in place. I couldn't help him. I was there. Why? Why? Why?! I can finally move. But not in time. I run towards the edge and see him lying there on the cold, hard concrete.
The third time.
The third time I couldn't help him.
The third time I couldn't save him.
Why?
Why am I so weak?
Why am I not good enough?
Why can't I help him?
By now, I'm on my knees crying. My back against the wall. It hurts. It all hurts. I stand up with my weak knees and walk onto the ledge. I see him there.
And I jump.
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Jimin's P.O.V
I wake up, drowning in my tears. I can't stop crying. So much regret. I wish I just.. I wish I could just do something. I miss him so much. I'm trying Hyung. I'm sorry I couldn't help you. I just feel so helpless.
"Jimin?"
I want it to sound like him but it doesn't. It's Jungkook. I can't see him, it's too dark. But, I know he's there.
"Jungkook? Can you stay here with me for the night? Please? I feel just so..so...." I just burst into tears so I can't finish my words.
I hear him walk towards me and sit down on my bed beside me and I just hug him. I tell myself it's Yoongi but it feels like Jungkook. I can't lie to myself but, I just want someone to just be there. I enjoy his company even though he feels so cold. I feel him reach one of his arms around my back and rub circles with the pals of his hand.
"It's okay Jimin, he'll be back. I'll be here for you. I promise I won't leave you."
'That's what everyone said....' I say under my breath while crying.
"I promise Jimin. I'm not human, I can't leave you like them."
I can't deny that. Thanks Jungkook.
"So should I stay or what?"
"P-Please do.." I say not letting go of him and just bringing myself closer.
He hugs me back and we stay like that. He rests his head in the crook of my neck. I like that. I like him? Do I? Is it love? Or just friendship? Whatever I still love this feeling.
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