Hey Joshua

How was your day? Mine was very bad. I have no concentration because I think of you the whole day. But I like it. I like to think on you the whole day. Yes. As I say it. I love you. And I know that it is difficult to be gay. And yes. I do not know if you are gay too and this is also one reason why I do not say my name. Because when you are not gay but know my name you can publish it and that is something I do not want to do. I do not know if I publish it in some days but at the moment I do not want to publish it. Because you know what the supporters think about gay people. And I know that I hurt myself when I am under fire from the hate comments.

I try to say goodbye in german. But I do it only because I love you more than my life.

Bise morschen
Xx