i know you don't love me anymore,
i know you moved on.
but that doesn't stop me from wishing to hear your voice one more time, to hear you say that you love me one more time.

i can't help but feel like i didn't spend enough time with you.
i wish i kissed you a few more times,
hugged you a bit longer;
loved you a little more.

still got your number memorized,
i still feel your body when i close my eyes.
do you still listen to nirvana?
i still play the record all the time.

sweet nothings were always on the tip of your tongue. i love you, you're even more beautiful on the inside than you are on the outside; im so lucky to have you.

did you mean any of that?

-136 words, 7/7/2019