WARNING; SEXUAL ACTIVITY

6th of June

I woke up without and alarm and I saw a note on the bed. Ed wasn't here. In curiosity I took and started reading it.

Dear Elizabeth,

I'm going to go on a date with Nina and I'll be back in a bit. I made pancakes and they currently are on the table. Hope you like them.

From Ed.

P.S. You're beautiful.

I smiled at the last sentence but felt bad about it too. Why does he even still flirt with me? He has a beautiful blonde girl with a perfect shaped face and a really pretty voice with a lot of succesful songs. I don't get why Ed is doing that. And I'll find out why. Soon.

I suddenly felt like writing a song. When I instantly grabbed my notebook I let my heart control my hand and drift off to feelings expressed by words.

I'm becoming shadyyy,
maybe I won't love toooo.
I'm getting scattered all around this world,
The floor is you and it's cold.
I wish I live,
I wish I leave.
Getting scars upon me,
getting you to beg on one knee.
Maybe blood will fall,
but I'll die after all.
'Cause youuuuu,
kissed me on the early fall.
My hands are shaky,
and maybe sweaty.
But after alll,
my luck leaves on the early fall.
Getting blown,
suicide is a choice,
I don't know how,
I'm getting out of voice.
Listening to you talk,
while,
my soul is rock.
Maybe I'll fall,
but I'll still get more.
'Cause youuuuuu,
kissed me on the early fall.
My hands are shaky
and maybe sweaty.
But after alll,
my luck leaves on the early fall.
My musiiiic,
is fading away like a heartbeat,
when it dies.
'Cause I'm not only a bit,
but I'm a person full of lies.
You kissed meeee,
inside the hotel door.
'Cause you,
kissed... me,
ooon the early faaaaall.
'Cause youuuuuuu,
kissed me on the early faaall.
My hands are shakyyy,
and maybe sweaty too,
But after all,
my luck leaves on the... early fall.

When I was finished a proud look crossed my face. I instantly decided what to name the song. Early fall. It indeed is early fall. And I love it. I quickly left the note on the bedside table and decided to eat the pancakes that Ed made for me. I could smell them, they smelled like blueberries and... pancakes I guess. Once I saw them I knew why they smelled like blueberries. They had blueberry syrup on them. "Nice."I whispered.

Now I was just gonna wait for dear gingerbread man until somebody knocked on the door.

Eds' POV

I was chatting with Nina on a fancy restaurant she really wanted to go. Just a glass of water costed 5£. Unbelievable. I paid 540£ for the food. Guess what, we only got spaghetti and fatjas. (Guess you wanted fatjas) It was really expensive. "Ed, please don't ever leave me again ok?" Nina just spoke as we were in a complete silence after talking about me leaving for my career which led to our breakup. "Never. Ever."I said and then my phone buzzed. I answered the phone.

Ed?

Yeah Stuart.

I have important news for you. Come by the hotel, I'm with Elizabeth.

Umm, I'm kinda on a date with Nina right now.

Ed...

Ugh, fine.

I hung up. "I hate it but I'll have to go, it's Stuart."I said as I got up from my chair. "Ok."She said and got up too. "Can you walk me home?"She asked me. "Sure."I answered. We walked to her home and while we were standing at her front porch I was about to leave but she grabbed my hand.

She opened the door and started kissing me. I didn't want to be rude so I kissed back. She grabbed me inside still making out. She shut the door with her foot and we were really kissing... strongly and sexually I guess you could say. She wrapped her legs around my waist. Oh oh, I know where this is going. I honestly wasn't turned on.

"To the bedroom."She whispered and I did as I was told. I threw her at bed but I realy didn't want to have... you know with Nina. I wasn't in the mood to. "She trailed kisses down my neck and started removing my hoodie. Once she removed my hoodie, she removed my shirt too. She then removed her shirt and her bra and I could see her chest.

She grabbed my hands and placed them on her boobs. "Massage them."She whispered and I did. I really didn't like that. She removed my jeans and her skirt. She grabbed my boxers (his private place) signalling for me to remove them. She was playing with my place. She removed my boxers and then her panties.

God I don't want to do that. She grabbed me place and her hand was damn cold. "Ahh."I whisper-yelled in coldness and she removed her hand. "Get in already."She whispered to my ear an did as I was told.

The rest of the night was...pressuring. Not in a good way.