Elizabeths' POV

  Suddenly, the door burst open and some dudes wearing weird suites took Ed and placed him on a big bed that could open and close. I looked over at Ed as they lifted him and I couldn't help but tear up at the sight of Ed being taken to the hospital because of me.

  I just can't see him like that, all hurt, and what worries me is that maybe I'll never see his eyes again, those beautiful, beautiful eyes that I can't stand but to get lost with them, and now, maybe, I'll never see them again.

  As they got him outside, I followed, and went in the ambulance too. I just can't do it.

  I can't look at Ed at his own death, his heart isn't beating and there's almost not time for them to 'shock' him with that stuff they put on the 'unbeeting' people's hearts.

  I looked at Ed, at his silent sleep, and maybe it'll be a forever sleep, but then I won't be able to resist being in my forever sleep too. When we arrived at the hospital they got him out of the ambulance got him to an emergency room, and while they were going there, all the people were staring in shock.

  I was in tears the whole time, and when they got him inside the room, I tried to go in with him, but they just wouldn't let me.

  I went to sit down and I was in full tears as I sensed Matt staring at me.  

  Stuart was just on the phone calling Ed's parents. "Yeah, yeah I'm telling you he was getting an overdose of pills...I don't know why... yeah, he's in now... I don't know, maybe it's best for Ed if you do... Okay, I'll pay for your tickets... No, it's okay, I'll ask Atlantic Records...Okay, by tomorrow at 8 you'll be here?... Yeah, the morning... Okay, we'll be waiting...My pleasure,  bye."Then Stuart hang up.

  "So, are they coming?"I asked Stuart and he nodded. But all that was in my mind was How do I tell them? How do I tell them? How do I tell them? I was really worried, 'cause I don't know what will they do when I tell them.

  They'll hate me, and they'll make sure to banish me from Ed's life, but if Ed wants me too...I'll leave.

  I just want to know if he really loves me, like...love. Is his suicide supposed to tell me if he really loves me, or did he do it because something happened between him and Alice?

  I mean, stuff happened between us, we made out on the floor for gods sake! I just wish that nothing will happen to him.

  After a while, a doctor came to us, but...not smiling.

  "I-i have bad news. Ed didn't manage to survive."

  He said and my jaw fell down open, and at that moment I couldn't hold back the tears getting to me and I couldn't explain this weird feeling in my heart, it's bad, sad, miserable.

  I can't believe the world right now and I feel like falling to the depths of the earth, on the devil, straight to death.

I can't believe anything in the world, except that I love Ed.