Taehyung yawned as he sat up and stared at the wall in front of him.

Full of pictures of him and jungkook.

He never lets anyone enter his room because everyone thinks he has moved on from jungkook, but actually he has not.

He's been lying to everyone since a year that he has moved on but the fact is that he still loves jungkook the way he used to.

He has cried over him almost everyday until now. The first they met after their breakup was when taehyung had a party with his intern partners in the bar and found jungkook drunkenly lying on the table.

Everybody left, it was taehyung that stayed for jungkook and dropped him at his house.

And how could he even forget the address to jungkook's house when that's the place where everything beautiful happened, where he lost his virginity to jungkook, where they made love.

They were like those high school couples who were popular amongst the whole college.

Just because they were so in love.

But everything changed in a snap when jungkook got involved into everything taehyung was against of.

Drinking, smoking, and he doesn't know if jungkook did drugs or not.

And what saddened him more was when jungkook hit him once.

He never did, he kept him like a princess just like the way taehyung kept him like a prince.

Their relationship started to break, less talks, just jungkook coming home late after getting drunk or someone would drop him when it was hard for him to come by himself.

And the last straw of taehyung was when he found jungkook kissing a guy in the restroom.

That's when they broke up.

And taehyung knew if he would listen to jungkook's lies he would fall in his trap.

But how can he get over him when he's so madly in love with him.

But he doesn't want to get back with this jungkook.

Nor he wants to stop seeing those doe eyes and those same raven hair.

So all he can do is lie.

Lie to himself and to everyone.