Hello everybody. So I need a vent, to people I can trust. As you can see the chapter name is Troye Sivan. And here's why

I found him a little over a year ago when they played Youth on the radio. I jammed out to it then looked up Troye Sivan.
I found fools then wild. I listened to them on repeat for quite some time. Then I saw heaven. I didn't play it because I was scared to. I saw a speech he gave before heaven and at the time I didn't except myself fully. I finally gained up the courage to play it and that is when I realized. I am not changing for anybody. Not my mom, dad, cousin. Anybody. But my mom is making it hard to show I full pride.

I was at hot topic today and I wanted to get a bracelet that said ' Make America Gay Again ' and she said. And I quote to the T ' you are not getting a bracelet that says make America GAY again '. I didn't look into her eyes, I couldn't even look at her for the rest of the day. I am so fucking done with her. She has made it so hard for me to come out. She said that my dad might not expect the fact that I am a guy and like guys. Well she said that he might not expect the fact that I am a lesbian. I'm not out as trans. I have played heaven and screamed the lyrics in the car with the volume up so loud it made me go more deaf than I already am.

I am only out as gay to my mom, out as trans and gay to my cousin and her mom, And to my best friend as trans. She doesn't understand that I wanted to kill my self because I felt like I didn't belong and I am a disgrace to humanity. Ur then I found Troye Sivan and I finally felt like I could fit in somewhere...

If you are still reading this. Thank you. Really it means so much to me that you are. I hope you all have a great day/night