rey,

sometimes i wish i had a magic lamp. a wish would've come in handy.

for i would've wished for you back.

or for me to take your place.

why did you have to not wake up? why did you only wake up a few moments before your line went dead?

i remember the last words you told me...

"i love you."

"i'm sorry."

"it's not your fault."

"you made me so happy."

"you made my short time worth it."

then you kissed me one last time and most days i still recall the feeling of your warm lips on mine.

i hate myself.

why couldn't i save you?