rey,

your friends poe and finn came over to visit. they weren't always the biggest fan of me but i've heard grief brings people together.

but i wish it didn't have to be that way.

the meeting with them was quite nice, but it seemed as if everything they did reminded me of you.

the way poe laughed made me think of your smile

finn's kindness made me think of your compassion

the way the forged their happiness makes me jealous. sometimes i wish i could plaster a cheesy smile on my face in times of pure grief.

but i can't.

i miss you.