rey,

i'm in a hospital bed right now, much like the one i was in after the accident.

i'm sad to be weak right now and the nurses said i should be resting but i thought i should write to you first.

if my writing isn't the neatest it's because my hand is shaking.

the shock of it all hasn't worn off. and neither has the feeling of empty loneliness.

during my time here i've started to think. maybe my time is up as well? and maybe i could join you again.

that's all i want.

all i want is to see you again and be with you.

the darkness is currently pulling at me.

maybe it's time i give in.