Dear William,

I don't know where to start...

I would say...

I am so deeply upset with you...

Or

Burn in hell...

But saying that wouldn't be right because I'm not angry with you...

And I don't hate you...

I hate that you lead me to believe that we had a chance...

I'm confused and hurt.

I thought we had an understanding of each. A small one at least what we want in a relationship. I thought it was fate to have met you. But now I believe I was just setting up myself for heartache I was too hopeful for a happily ever after. I thought that you understood I wasn't looking for another heartbreak. I knew there was a 1/10 chance of us making ut but I was hanging on for that little slither of hope..... I was looking for the last attempt at finding my perfect match. You seem to have fit the bill.

-Funny

-Gamer

-listens to my type of music

And damn so much more...

I can't help but remember everything about you...

You were too perfect and I knew it.

Too perfect to be real...

I have so much but yet so little to say to you...

I want to forgive you!

I want to tell you I forgive you!

I want to stop thinking about you!

I want you to stop fucking with my head and tell me the truth. I want so badly to paint you the villain of the story but I can't. I just can't! I tried so hard to make you the bad guy! But I can't help hut to look at you as just another victim....

I was getting over you but you had to come back out of no where and open my fresh wound and pour salt into it...
Now I want to let you go...
I NEED to let you go...
But I can't because there is still some some small idiotic part of me that won't let go for some reason...
You've caused me nothing but pain...
You used me...
And you've made my heart go numb...
I don't know what I'm hanging on for...
I want you to stop being the last thing I think about before I go to sleep...
I want you to stop invading my mind in the middle of the day...
I want to stop hearing your voice when it's quiet....
I want to stop seeing you and feeling your touch when I'm alone in the dark...
I just want you to stop exisisting in my world like how quickly I was deleted from yours...
I want to forget you....
I want to let go....
I need to let go....

But I can't let go.....

Help me let go of you......

I want you to do something to make yourself look horrible in my eyes...

So I can move on...

Tell me you lied when you called me beautiful....

Tell me it was pity when you said you loved me...

Tell me what happened to us!

Was it something I did?

Do something to help me move on from you....