You woke up from your usual nightmare about your now dead family with the same dull eyes everyday. You looked over to your beside table and opened the drawer taking out a new shiny metal blade. You got up and went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. "YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH, HOW COULD YOU LET YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY DIE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES!?" You screamed at yourself as you dragged the blade across your skin harshly. You did this several times until you calmed down. You cleaned up the blood on the floor and wiped off any remaining blood on your arm. You went to your drawer and pulled out your clothes for the day and put them on. You went downstairs with the other cadets to eat breakfast. "Cadet (L/n) why are you so late?" A monotone voiced Levi said. "I uh needed to shower and I woke up later than I expected." You replied hoping he would believe it. "Alright, but you have cleaning duties in the stables today for being late cadet." A bored Levi said. "Yes sir, Corporal. " said (Y/n).

After cleaning the stables thoroughly you headed back to your room.

"YOU WORTHLESS FUCK!" You screamed at yourself in the mirror "WHY DO YOU EXIST!?" You thrashed the blade across your skin. "WHY!? WHY!? WHY!?" You cried out.

As you were screaming at yourself someone knocked on your door.

"Cadet (Y/n) what is all that noise in there!?" Questioned an annoyed Levi. "U-um nothing sorry I yelled because I...uh...stubbed my toe on a corner?" A paranoid (Y/n) said. "Is that a question cadet?" Asked Levi. "Um no corporal it-"OWW FUCK!" You yelled as you accidentally sliced yourself with the blade once more. "(Y/n)!?" A somewhat concerned Levi questioned. "(Y/n)!? Open this door!" (Y/n) quickly responded. "N-no no Levi i-it's o-" *THUD*. Levi heard from inside the room. "(Y/N)!? IM COMING IN!" Levi yelled. Levi stepped in and was shocked at the site. (Y/n) had blood all over her arms and the floor, and had passed out from blood loss. "OH FUCK!" Levi cursed. He picked you up and ran you straight down to the infirmary. He waited there all night until they were done with your surgery.

After they were done Levi walked in to see you sleeping. "(Y/n) why did you do this? I love you too much to lose you." Levi said not expecting an answer in return. "I just can't lose you (Y/n) I love you so goddamn much." Levi sat down on a chair and stayed there all night hoping you'd wake up soon.

The next morning you woke up and looked around at the unfamiliar place and realized what happened. 'Oh fuck' you thought as you saw Levi's sleeping form in a chair next to you.

You slowly tried to sit up but soon failed as you fell back down due to your weak arms. "(Y/n)!?" Levi said as he saw (Y/n) trying to sit up. "(Y/n) stop you need to rest" You replied with "NO LEVI I DIDNT WANT YOU TO HELP ME YOU COULD HAVE JUST LEFT ME TO DIE BUT NO YOU JUST HAD TO BRING ME HERE!" "I KEPT YOU ALIVE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" Levi yelled at (Y/n). "Y-you what!?" You asked confused. "(Y/n) why would you do this to me can't you see I love you? I know I don't show it much but I really do love you (Y/n)." Levi poured out from his heart. "Oh Levi I love you too" (Y/n) happily replied. "I'm going to do whatever it takes to make you happy again (Y/n)." "And trust me when I say that's a promise I'm never going to break." Levi said as he kissed the beautiful (h/c) haired angel with scars.

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