Ehlloooo this twas a request from LyraxAri and i hope i got what she wanted right so enjoy

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    "Momma Momma!!" a young curious voice yelled for her mother "(NAME!) yes what is it Love?" you pointed at a ladybug. "Momma what is that?" she chuckled and smiled. "Sweetie thats a Ladybug." you looked at it and narrowed your eyes. "But it doesn't look like a lady momma." she chuckled again. "Sweetheart its because she or he is a bug." you snapped your head back towards your mother. "What how can a ladybug be a guy!!?" you asked shocked by her recalling it a he. "Becuase hun you just don't judge a book by its cover, yes its called a ladybug but its always doesn't mean its a girl always it could bea male." yu looked down at the creature as it flew off. "Okay momma." you said looking down then back up again with a bright smile. "I'll call him phil, and he will be my phile." your mother chuckled. "But like you said we don't kow if it is a boy." you smiled as you skipped acrossed the feild. "I have a feeling its a boy momma, i just know it."

**End of flash back**

  You woke up with a cold sweat and tears down your cheeks, you took a glimpse of your surroundings and saw you where only in your room at the scouting legion. You sighed and laid back down looking out your window which was next to your bed and the moon was just in the right spot for you to see it. "Hi mom.." you said smiling as you wiped your newly found tears. 

 As you closed your eyes and drifted back to sleep you saw your mother. "(NAME!!) RUN!!" she yelled to you as you ran the streets of the once filled colorful streets are now painted in blood and parts of your old friends and neighbors. "MOMMA!!" you yelled scared for your life. She grabbed your hand and turned a corner and hid behind market booth. She cupped your face as she looked at the gates. "Sweetie I need you to be strong okay." she started to tear up. "Momma w-what." she cut you off and hugged yo and kissed your cheek as a titan started to walk towards you nad your mom, it saw you guys. "I need you to ru to hte gates and get somewhere safe." your started to tear up. "I'm going to distract those monsters while you run okay." your cried. "MOMMA NO!!" you relized that she won't be coming with you. "Sweetie please, i'll be okay." you shook your head. "NO MOMMA!" that titan picked up the market booth. our mother grabbed your hand and started to run towards the gates, she then let your hand go when she thought it was safe enough for you to run to hte gates. "(NAME!) GOO!!"  she yelled as she got the titans attention and ran down a street with it following her. "LISTEN TO OUR MOTHER AND RUN!!" she yelled before she dissappeared down the street. "Momma I didn't even get to say I love you."

     You cried as you ran toward the gates, you made it and got on a boat with your one firends Eren, Mikasa, and Armin. Eren looked distant as Armin sat with his grandfather, and Mikasa trying to comfort Eren. You sat next to Armin. "Hello (Name)." he said smiling being grateful that your still alive. "H-Hello A-Armin." you choked out between sobs. "H-Hey (Name) whats wrong." he asked concerned. "Armin let her be, she's gone through enough today by the looks of it."  Armin's grandfatehr said rubbing your back while you sobbed. Eren got up angrily and walked towards the egde of the boat. "i'LL KILL EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM.!!!!!" he yelled at the top of his lungs.

 2  years later

"(NAME!!!)" someone yelled and you groaned. "Wake up!" you opened your eyes slgihtly and saw Ymir and Christa. "Uggh five more minutes." you groaned as you turned from them. Christa shook you again. "We have training so get up sleepy head." she told you as Ymire pulled you out of the bunk. "Get up lazy ass." she told you quite playful yet harsh. "Uggh your such a bitch." you groaned towards Ymir, she smirked. Christa helped you up and you girls walked out towards the washroom to freshen up. It was your first day beggining in the Survey corp. Alot of people left, and some quite. Working in the feilds now. But you swore that you will avenge your mothers death. 

 "Hey (Name) Over Here!!!" A young voice called your name you looked behind you to see Armin. You smiled and gave him a hug. "Hey blonde hows it goin." you said like an idiot. He slapped your arm. "Get up stupid." you shrugged and wraped your arms around his neck and put you one leg in his arms "I'm tooo tiredd." you groaned and acted to sleep on his body. "Nope , I'll get in trouble if I let you sleep." He said as he slid you on the floor and now the back of your head is on the dirt ground now. 

" Damn you Armin I'm too tired to do anything." You groaned

 "Well then get more sleep at night .. ha crazy."  He started to walk away towards the mess hal. You stood up and dusted your self off and went to take a bath.

 After your bath you got dressed in your uniform and while you were getting dress something fell off your dresser. You picked it up and saw it was a litle doll your mother gave you for your fourth birthday. Its been your best firned for as long as you can remeber. You squeezed the little plush toy and hugged it. 

  You left your room, and walekd down to hte mess hall.

Once in, you heard the loud ridiculous  voices of the teenage cadets. "Ugh Idiots." 

 Jean walked up to you. "Hey (Name)." you waved "Sup Horseface." his cheeks got a hint of pink to them. "How many times do I have to repeat it IM NOT HORSEFACE!!" you snickered an walked to your friends table with Jean following suit.

 "Good Morning Meat bags." you said pretty cheerfully, and faking a smile. "Good morning (F/N) Eren said to you. "Morning." MIkasa said. Everyone said their good mornings and got their food and as usual Sasha would ask for your bread.

  "Hey (F/N) gonna eat that?" you looked at the bread in your heads and picked it up putting it infront of sasha's face. She smiled from ear to ear reaching for it till you put infront of your mouth and took a bit out of it. Sasha's face had a expression of pure horror at the fact you ate the bread and not giving it to her.

 A couple minutes later came in the first- calss ranking officers in the survey corp. 

Erwin Smith

Levi Ackerman

Hange Zoe

Mike Zacharius

The four Out ranking members of the Survey corp.

 You and everyone else in the room stood up and saluted your superiors before sitting down again to continue eating. 

 "Hello Rookies." Oluo Bozado one of the members of the special ops squad, The Levi squad.

"Oluo they arent Rookies anymore. Ugh sorry guys." Petra Ral another member of the Special operation squad

"We just came here to get Eren." the strawberry blonde girl said. "Let's go Greenhorn." the Levi wannabe said next.

"Alright just let me finish my food please." he asked aboutt o take a bite out of the bread. "Nope sorry greenhorn but orders are orders." Oluo grabbed Eren byt he neck collar and pulled him out of the seat making him drop the bread on the floor. Not until of course Sasha saving it and devoured it.

   Once breakfast was over everyone had to meet up in hte courtyard for hand to hand combat. 

You looked around at all your comrads and did Levi's signature 'Tsk'.

"Everyone of you bastards are ppeices of shit." yoou said to yourself. Hoping noone heard you. You were known to be a rude ass. You would put your feet on peoples backs as they were scrubbing floors, you'll steal food while they weren't looking, and talk back to your superiors.
One time when you were still in the training corps you called Shadis a bald eagle. He made you run laps till dawn to dusk.
"Oi brats in a line. NOW!" all the cadets there lines up shoulder to shoulder and put their arms behind their backs in respect. You though found it useless, and stood there carefree. The short corporal eyebrow twitched. "God damn you- I SAID IN LINE NOW!!" he yelled at you. "Why?" you asked. he got even madder and aggravated. Yo smirked. "Why should I line up with all these other idiots, I mean i might not see most them afterwards." you said pretty harshly. Most of the people there glped just thinkingabout there deaths. "Becuase its respect and YOU COMMANDING OFFICER TOLD YOU TOO!!!" he yelled again. "You may be right about you being my commanding officer an all but, your not my mom or my father, so still why should i listen to you short stack." you put a hand to your hip and waited for a respnse. Everyone stood there astonished by what you said. 

   "GAH!!" you screamed as water hit your face. After your little disrespect at raining that morning, you got you ass handed to you by Your corporal, then ordered to clean the entire head quarters, and horsestables. "I swear one day, I'll show them." you said to yourself. The chemicals in the cleaning supplies was startig to sting your arms since you weren't wearing gloves and when Levi Beat you it caused you to get alot of scars and cuts, bruises, and stuff like that. You winced.

 "OI!! This room still looks disgusting." you shot a glare at him. "Well becuase of you I have to stop because my arms fucking sting." you cursed at him not caring anymore. He death glared you and grabbed your amr and pulled you out the room. "Hey what are-" "Shut up." he said taking a turn down another hallway. You growled and listened. 

 After a second or two he pulled you into the informary, and thankfully none was there. "Sit down on the bed." he told you as he grabbed the handle of a draw and pulled out a bandage and some medicine. "What?" you questioned. "Did I stutter? I said Sit on the bed." he commanded. You nodded and sat on the white sheet dressed beds. "Give me your arm." he asked grabbing a towel from the nearby sink, then taking a seat in hte chair next to the bed. You complided and handed him your bruised, and scared arm. He looked at then started to clean it with the rag. You blushed "Sir y-you dont have to." you started. "Did i ask for permission. I'm doing it becuase I want to." he stated you sighed obviously not having the energy to argue and just let him patch your arm up. 

  He wiped your arm wit the damp wag and then started to dab the medicine on your arm causing you to flinch back a bit. "Ouch damnit that hurt!" you said sharply. "Its peroxide what you think its suppose to feel like. Pillows?" He said "Now come here so i can finsih patching your arm up." you hesitantly nodded and gave him your arm as he finsihed.  

  "Corproal sir. Why are you helping me?" yu question "Becuase I can now shut up." you didnt like that answer so being the little anoying ass you are you asked again. "But why though aren't I a little shit who should get my act straight?" he gared at you and continued. "Yes." you continued "And then to get my act straight i should be able to do things on my own." he looked at you. "Do you want my help or not or are you just going to be a little annoying shit and get hurt even more?" you thought about and maybe you took a bit far on the annoyance side. "No sir." honestly you barely know ho to bandage yourself up. 

  He put the gauze around your arm and then took the wrap and wrapped it around and secured it. "There now go put on some elbow high gloves and finsih cleaning. Make sure its spotless." he said getting up and cleaningt he area. "Uh sir I can clean up here." you said picking up the dirty rag he used. "No. Go finish the other work around the base. I got it here." he took the rag from you. "A-Alright then." you said goodbye and thank you and left. 

  "Why now do I feel this way." your heart started to flutter as he held your arm gently while patching it up. 'Ugh i should get my act together. This world isn't capable for love anyways. You said as you wipe any new formed tears remebring about your mother.

Authors note

sorry but im thinking about making a part 2 two this... i honestly didnt want to but since Its been awhile since ive updated this i thought u know what fuck it PART2!!