Eren POV

        I looked at him I need to tell him about the pack he is my family now a friend. I sighed. I shook my head looking away. He banged on the table with his fist.

        “You told me now tell!” he yelled.

        I put my head on my hand looking at him I didn't feel like teasing him right now so why not just say it, “Very well, you know how our pack grows?”

        He nod his relaxing “Yea what about it?”

        I took a sip of the water next to me, “Well our pack didn't grow for three years or four,”

        He looked confused I don't blame him, “Okay what is the big deal?”

        He doesn't get it, I didn't get it either since Mikasa told me. “We are going to fall apart and I need to find someone,”

        He sighed and nod his head, “Like a mate?”

        I smiled at the words he said, “Yea but but I can't there is another way but it's hard,”

        Maybe just maybe I could change Erwin, Hange, and Levi just maybe. I sighed the thought made me smile but it could also be dangerous to me and them. I frowned.

        “What is the other way?” he asked.

        Please just no more questions is what I wanted to say but it came out all wrong, “It's dangerous to me and humans,”

        That was not wanted to say my head spun at the thought I remembered how I turned into a wolf it was because of my dad. I got whipped on my back when I was little and that's when he injected me. I shivered at the memory. Levi titled his head and took another sip of his tea.

        “How so?” he continued to asked questions.

        I gulped down some water to fill me, “I need to take blood away from me but it's going to be painful,”

        Why did I say that? It is the last thing I want to talk about is this. I took the plates to the sink to see him as a wolf through the glass. He is a beautiful wolf indeed short hair, sharp body, and strong. Of course it only last for a few seconds then it goes maybe this is destiny after all. I sighed I don't want this I never did. After I was done I went to my room to call Mikasa. She picked up quickly.

        “Mikasa is this really necessary?” I asked wrapping myself in the covers.

        There was an odd silence, “Yes it's been three years Eren! Our pack is growing weak!”

        She did had a point, “I know but these guys I don't want to hurt them,”

        Another silence from her, “I will give you three days or I will force to take the lead!”

        I hanged up on her burying myself in the pillows do I have to? I mean why him? I sighed I never want to think about this never in my life I ever want to. I heard the door open I looked with my eyes and I saw Levi eyes were in fear and scared did he hear? He took a step closer I didn't want to hurt him I never want to I've grown attached to him like a pet even though I am.

        “I am sorry, I won't let her do anything,” I said.

        I wanted to cry but he stopped closing the door is he going to hit me? I don't want him to hit me I never want to hurt him please I trust him.

        “Where you using me?” he asked.

        I shook my head, “Not anymore I never wanted this it was this or be captured,”

        A tear fell from my eyes I can't imagine somebody in danger. He laid on the bed with me and looked while I just turned my face away from him. I don't want this ever, I never did. He put his hand on my head I shot up is he mad or just confused? I am afraid and confused.

        “To be honest I always thought you were adorable,” he said.

        What? My face blushed no one ever called me that. I went deeper in the blankets trying to hid from him but it was no use he was still there I felt bad for once.

        “I am sorry I never want to hurt you!” I screamed turning to him holding him by the chest. This wasn't a tease I need comfort from someone I know. He didn't do anything so I just hold on tighter letting my tears fall. I never want this never did. He pulled me up from my chin.

        “It's okay,” he said how come he is being nice to me even though I been teasing him all day? I face flushed pure red while I buried my head in his shirt trying to cool myself. What is going on? My heart hurts when I am near him I looked up those lips, the eyes, the fucking hair! I went closer to him I want to know if this feeling would get stronger I want to last more I need more it's a drug. My lips brushed on his lips it was soft and smooth. I backed away in shock what I have done. I flushed pure red bury my self in the covers. What the hell what was I thinking! I kissed master I don't remembered I don't want to remember I am so confused. I looked at him shock as I was I wanted to say sorry but the next thing my body without me controlling went up to Levi kissing him harder, I don't want this! At the same time I do his body heating my body wanting more of him. I am trying to make it stop but all of sudden I felt Levi lips onto mine. I put my arms around him pulling him closer to me what am I doing! My head was a blur sinking into the kiss. I felt Levi trying to take control of the kiss but my body is not refusing so I fought back. With his strength he pushed me so he is laying above me biting my lower lip. I let a entrance our tongues intertwine. I could feel the heat through my body I never felt like this before. Slowly my hand moved towards his hip taking off his shirt. He did the same to me having our top bodies touching soon or later he moved near my neck. I tried to hold back my moan grinding my teeth, it felt so good then he unbuckled my pants taking the off quickly then he did the same with his. Is this right? I pressed against my body it felt so good I wanted more of this. I gave out a little moan of pleasure damn it, I couldn't bother looking at Levi but I could feel his lips forming a smile on my neck. I let him take charge but soon enough I was also fighting back. Pressing down on my body so I wont move as much, the heat. Kissing me again on my chest I tried to hold back my moans but it always have mange to come out. Another smiled, “Say my name.” It was his turn to tease me damn it.

        “Le … Le … vi” I moaned.

        Soon enough he went up to with a small stroke giving me kiss forcefully entering. The rest of the night went like that soon enough I was laying underneath the blankets holding onto Levi. When I woke up I saw my clothes off. What happen? I am going to killed! Levi woke up he looked at me and saw we were naked except our boxers of course. He got up looking confused as I was. I sat up as well my body was sore damn it. We looked at each other and looked away.

        “Um sorry I kissed you it was my fault,” I said what the fuck Eren! You enjoy it didn't you so why are you fucking sorry!

        “Sorry if I didn't push you away,” he said.

        We got up but soon enough we looked at the time it was early. I didn't want to go back on the bed so I gathered up the sheets and went down stairs tossing them in the laundry. I let my guard down and let my feelings take over me I am going to be a horrible pack leader. I sighed while I hit the wall sliding down holding onto my knees. I have to be honest I loved it but I couldn't let my guard down like that. I buried my face in my arms, what was I thinking I didn't want to do that it was my body fuck yea I am blaming my fucking body. I closed the door so I could change into a wolf I am going to stay like this for a while until feel safe turning human again and that's when Levi is not seeing but wait I am fucking trap here! I laid on the floor having my paws underneath my head. I am useless I am not going to be a good back leader! I let out a whimper having my ears go back.

        “Eren were are you?” I heard Levi voice. I let out a bark and soon enough Levi entered the laundry room with arms folded. I had my ears back not wanting him to see me. “What are you doing here?” he asked. I didn't reply not with a bark or a whimpered just stared at the dull eyes. He tapped his feet waiting for me to answer, “Eren turn human right now!” I looked away dodging his gaze soon enough he grabbed back of my neck dragging me out of the room, I didn't fight am I going to get punished? I hope so I deserve it until he bend down to my level. “It was alright let's forget about it and move on alright?” he said. Forget? I don't want to forget about it I want more but as a wolf form that could prevent me from doing anything stupid right? I think I like master maybe more than like love. But it impossible I walked to my room opening the door with my paw luckily it was open. I jumped on the bean bag feeling my body sink. Maybe this was a good time to turn human lock the door and just flip through the recipes I got from my diner. That reminds me maybe tomorrow I should go. I mental wrote that down I want to be in here for a while before I do anything. After a hour or so I finally got out of the house and turned human in the back heading towards my motorcycle. I grabbed my helmet that was hanging from the handle of the motorcycle. I jumped on and left I didn't know where I was going but I knew where not to go. I drove around the city until I almost ran out of gas. Luckily there was a nearest gas station where my cycle broke down. When I put in the gas something hit me did he see my scar? If he did he would be asking so much questions and needed answers. The motorcycle was filled and I drove my way back home remembering the route I took to come here. When I entered the parking garage in the house I put down my helmet. I walked towards the back turning into a wolf the door was lock I don't mind sleeping outside. I went underneath a tree that went over the neighbors I looked at the stars and put my head down on the wet grass leaning on my paw like most dogs do when they are hurt. I heard the door opened my head quickly shot up and I saw Levi siting on the chair looking at me with the dull face. My ears went back and my head lowered. He didn't reply and just stared at me like waiting for answers. I may have answers but I am not giving them away. I got up and walked up to me sitting in front of him. I just looked up at me while he stared down back at me. “Why you run off?” he asked harshly. I ears went back and my head lowered with my eyes looking away. He sighed and smiled with his eyes, “If you think I am going to be mad no I won't I promised if I do you could be a wolf long as you want but turn human please?” Was he begging? Why it was my fault and I been gone all day today was he worried? I had to follow orders or I will lose his trust but I didn't want to change front of him so I quickly right behind the tree and changed human coming out from the other side. I leaned on the tree having my hood over me covering my eyes but I could still see. I felt so bad right now really bad.

        “I changed okay?” I barked.

        He got up and opened the door while I followed him inside. I went straight to my room locking the door my sheets were on thank you Levi. I went underneath the covers and switched on some channel I would not normally see but I watched any way. I looked at the time around this time I am reading some of my moms recipes but not this time I had to much in my mind that I couldn't focus of what to do, Levi knock how I know it only me and him lives here! I got out of bed and scurried to the door I opened it not fully. I looked at him he didn't look please. “Yes?” I asked.

        “Just checking your okay brat, tch can't I get a little worried ever since you came in you locked yourself in you room,” he complained.

        “I am sorry I worried you I did something really bad and sorry,” I couldn't get the scene out of my head.

        “Hmph, forget it okay,” he said.

        He doesn't care! I cared I need him I want him but I can't everything in my systems just wants to hug him and kiss him but I just can't. I looked away, “Did you see my scar?” I asked. When I looked at him he looked confused.

        “Scar?” he asked.

        Shit he doesn't even know why did I brought it up? I am such a idiot now he is going to ask more questions! He stepped forward I made a small laugh, “Oh it's nothing really!” He didn't by it he grab my collar swinging his leg to trip making me fall flat on my back. He stood over me tossing me over soon enough he pulled my shirt up and saw the scar to my shoulder all way across to the hip.

        “Who did this to you?” he asked with a anger tone.

        I didn't want to answer but I need to, “My father,”

        I couldn't see his face but I could tell by his movement he didn't look happy.

        “Why?” he asked.

        Again that brings up the changing, “Um do I have to answer?”

        He kicked my thigh were his foot was I gave a little scream, “Yes,”

        I growled underneath my breath, “I had to change into a wolf because I was more human than wolf. So I fought and my dad grab a whip and hit me. Knocking me down injecting me with his blood so I could be wolf and human.”

        I could feel his fingers tracing down my back, “So that's how humans turns human huh?”

        I shouldn't have answered now he is going to hate me, “Yea I know the pain when the blood enters the system you won't able to control that's is why I was a half when I was a child.”

        Instead of sigh I felt him hugging me from behind, “I am sorry I shouldn't do this but some how I feel comfortable near you,”

        I laid there stuck did I mind nope I feel asleep like that.

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        Morning came and we were both on the floor sleeping. Levi woke up when I just did. I sighed.

        “Can I ask you something?” Levi asked.

        I nod my head, “Yea sure ask anything,”

        I leaned his head on my shoulder where my scar was, “Will you go out with me?”

        My heart jumped with happiness and fear what should I say! I nod my head trying to turn around to face him pulling him closer for a kiss when the kiss break I smiled, “Hell yea,”

        He smiled kissing me again this felt right it did. Did I regret? Nope.

        Later that day we went out to eat at my diner holding hands when we entered of course being me and jumpy I order us a table at the bar. He complained he didn't like to be so far even though it was a foot away from each other. I just smiled and brushed it off giving him a kiss on the cheek. When our food came that we shared some roast beef with gravy dripping down. We shared that then went on having my favorite mochi a Japaneses pastry good thing I made sure it was fresh or I would have a fit. When ever somebody orders Japaneses food here they get chop stick of course they gave my own personal ones I have hidden. I took one feeding it to Levi who just had that blank face like always it made me happy just knowing could trust him.

        “It taste better where I buy at some stores,” he admit.

        My lit up and almost screamed, “Really? We make it fresh here! Everything is fresh except for the whine and beer we get the expensive ones,”

        He took another and I just watched him eat, he was too cute when he eats mochi I have to admit.