(your Pov)

I opened my eyes slightly. They are still red and sore from crying. I rolled over on my side and realized I was in bed. I heard some breathing behind me, when I turned over and was face to face with a brown haired boy. I smiled and realized he had brought me back to my room. I brushed a few bangs from his face and snuggled myself into his his chest. His arms instinctively wrapped around my waist. I laid there for a minute and listened to his heart beat.

I never noticed that I had fallen back asleep. When I woke up again, Eren was awake and was playing with a strand of my hair. I smiled up at him as his green eyes met mine. It's moments like theses that I live for. The things that we never get to do anymore because of Corporal Ass-face.

Marco. My best friend he was like a brother to me. He was family. Before I knew it, I was crying again. Eren help me tighter to his chest.

"Shh princess it's okay." He cooed while rubbing small circles on my back. He continued to calm me down until I had stopped crying completely. "There there. It's going to be alright. I love you (y/n)."

"I love you too Eren." He smiled brightly at me and sat up so that I'm now straddling him. I blushed slightly. Eren smirked and pulled me closer.

"I miss you. Every day when I wake up and can't see you because Levi will kill me. I go days watching you outside the window as you help Hanji. I can't do anything but look. Now I have you here." Eren kissed my head lightly. "I don't ever want to let you go. I want to hold you for the rest of time." I smiled.

"Eren I miss you too. Levi is just being overprotective. He means well but... I think this whole God Father thing makes him think he needs to be my dad." Eren rested his hands on my waist.

"So what? You gonna be Daddy's girl now?" Eren asked. I rolled my eyes.

"No I'm not daddy's girl. I'm Eren's girl." I said. Eren smirked and started to lightly kiss my neck.

"That's good to hear." One of his hands is now on my upper back and the other is on my upper thigh, pulling me closer if it was even possible. His soft butterfly kisses soon turned more rough and more of a suck than a kiss. Each one was perfect. He brought his lips from my neck and kissed my lips. We went back and forth like this for a while. Eren's hand slowly made it's way to the bottom of my shirt. I wrapped my hands around his shoulders as he started to lift up my shirt.

"WHY DID NOBODY THINK TO CHECK HER FUCKING ROOM?!" Fuck my life. I quickly rolled off of Eren and fixed my appearance. Right as I did Levi threw open the door. "WHERE IN THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!??!" He said running over to my bed ignoring the fact Eren was right beside me.

"I just woke up okay leave me alone." I said really bitter. Levi scouled.

"What do you mean?"

"I feel asleep and Eren brought me back here." Levi glares at Eren but turns his attention back to me.

"What happened?" Levi asked in a hushed tone. I started to tear up but looked down.

"Nothing sir." Levi 'tsked' and lifted my chin up.

"I'm not asking as your captain I'm asking as someone who cares for you. (y/n) you don't need to feel ashamed to tell me anything. I'm here for you forever and always." Tears started to fall down my cheeks. Before I could think, I engulfed him in a hug. Levi was shocked at first but then hugged me back. He stayed still while I cried and explained. He said nothing and rubbed my back until I had calmed down.

"It's okay. You are going to be okay." He said finally as he patted my (h/c) hair. He kissed me lightly on the head. "Death is something that as a soldier you have to live with. People you love and care for might die. You..." He stopped. "You are going to have hard times. They will only make you stronger. And I..." Then he mumbled something under his breath. I lifted my head up.

"What was that last part?" I asked. He released me from his grasp.

"Nothing we have a upcoming mission Hanji wants to talk to you about it as soon as possible. Eren we need to talk about it. Get to it now. We leave tomorrow morning."

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Holy shit I live. Sorry guys it's been a while. Anyway I hope you enjoyed the chapter I'd like you all to know that I am doing great and thank you for the comments and get well things. I love you all I'll see you next chapter!