Letting You GO
Letting you go was not easy for me but I accepted because it was your happiness which mattered me the most.
Letting you be with your love was not easy for me, even though it hurt like hell I choose it because you are happy truly
Letting you talk about your love broke me still I heard it with a smile just for your happiness.
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Tomorrow, the day every person didn't wish to happen. A day which gives me immense pain even though I am here to witness. It will break me like hell but still for him I agreed on to be with him as his best friend.
It's become hard for me to act like a best friend but for him, I am happy to act.
Everyone slowly went to their room, tomorrow is the marriage of my best friend... Oops, my love.
He was so happy, it was all witnessed in his face. Before that happy face, I felt weak. He is so happy but the reason is not me it's someone else... That hurts me.
I went to my room. As soon I closed the door, I Switched on the fan and fell on the floor. I was holding it for a long time. I can't any more...
It hurts, it's like a knife is piercing inside my heart. I tried to shut my sound myself. It was a curse I couldn't even cry my heart out.
Wiping my tears away I went towards the drawer and took out an old album. Slowly I opened it. The first picture, it was on his birthday when I gifted him a balloon. Then, he was 10 years old even me.
We met each other at school. He was a silent kid then and I was mischievous. I tried to make fun of him. When there was a tragedy in my life it was him, who took me out of it. He was doing it because for him I am his best friend.
But in that healing process, I betrayed our relation friendship. I fall for him. I became a one side lover. I began to love him by heart.
Once I was about to confess, he confessed about his relation with his love, breaking my heart... Without knowledge.
That day, I smiled before him hiding my heartbreak. From that day I became a great actress in front of him. Best actress.
Later each day, every running minute make me feel suffocated. I cursed myself for this love. What can I do? My poor heart did a mistake by loving him, actually, it was not my heart's fault but expecting him to love me back was the mistake.
Tomorrow he is getting married. I want to witness it even though it will hurt. I want to make my heart understand that he is someone else property. I tried so many times, in so many ways but my poor heart is not ready to accept my words and witnessing him being her will make my heart understand.
I went towards the window and opened it. The moon is there, feeling pity for me. I give a weak smile to it. And sit on the chair and placed my head upon the desk, began to stare at the moon.
Life was so beautiful then but this ' love' which made my life miserable.
Those are so lucky who get what they love. And those are........ Because they will never get what they love beside they have to see that thing became someone else's property.
Tears were flowing from my eyes, not ready to stop...
Then, I used to wonder about the villain in every love stories, who loves the hero or heroine. now I understand their pain. We can't blame them fully.
Don't know when I fall asleep I opened my eyes hearing the knock on the door, it was him calling me to get ready. I assure to get ready early without letting him know my pain through my voice.
Now I have one day to act. Yes, just one day. I decided I will be leaving this country tonight. I said this to him earlier but he didn't agree. He said he can't let me leave all alone. Somehow I managed to convince him and finally, I am going back tonight. I promised him that I will return soon. But no, I am going to break this promise.
Now I didn't think about the return. But I am sure she will never let him miss me and will make him happy ........ I just want that... His happiness.......
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