~Jiyong~

"You want to do what?" I ask trying to figure out if I heard him right.

"I want to take you out on a date" Seunghyun says cocking his head to the side, and plastering on that stupid secret smile of his. Honestly, one of these days I'm going to slap that off his face.

"A date? Why?" I ask truly confused, we had just arrived last night, we were so tired I didn't even get to properly meet Seung's grandmother "We just got to Busan, shouldn't we... I don't know, go sight seeing or something, not wast time on going on a date?"

Seunghyun laughs like I am speaking absurdities "because I'm your boyfriend and I want to take you out for a nice evening... am I not allowed to do that? And there isn't a set schedule of what we have to do while we're here"

I shrug, kind of seeing his point, but still not understanding why it's important "I'm just not really a date type of person, a romantic evening to me is curled up in a blanket watching drama's, and eating junk food"

Seunghyun chuckles "honestly that sounds amazing baby, but I would like to have at least one date in my lifetime and I figured since we're here in my home town, it'll be fun"

I stop, catching a few keywords and turn to him "have never been on a date before?"

Seunghyun winces realizing what he just revealed and hangs his head "no, I've never really had any relationships where it was a simple, "let's go out" type of thing"

"Really? I figured everyone has at least been on one date in their lifetime" I pick out a shirt to wear today along with my toiletry bag about to head to the bathroom, when I realize Seunghyun's eyes are gazing into me, hard.

I look up, raising my eyebrows "what?"

His eyes are piercing when they lock with mine "Have you been on a date before?"

"yes" I laugh, shifting my weight to my other foot sensing I may not get to the bathroom for a few more minutes.

He swallows hard "but I thought that I'm the only person you've ever been attracted to"

I sigh "you are, I wasn't attracted to him, but I wasn't disgusted by him either. We were friends who decided to go out on a nice date together, no big deal" I look at him and see a hardness in his eyes that tells me that he doesn't feel the same "it was over a year ago, we decided to stay friends, seriously nothing to get jealous over"

He crosses his arms over his chest "who was it?"

I roll my eyes "Are you sure you want to know the answer to that question, you know you're only going to torture yourself with that knowledge"

"Yes I want to know, Ji" Seunghyun raises his voice slightly.

I lock my jaw and my eyes narrow "im not telling you till you calm down, I can handle you being jealous, but you getting pissed over something that meant nothing is unacceptable"

Seunghyun takes a deep breath and looks away from me, looking a bit like a kid who just got scolded "I'm sorry" he finally says after a few beats "it's just the thought of you with anyone but me makes me feel so angry, and a little scared I guess"

I cock my head to one side "why scared?"

"Ji, come on, do you really not realize that you can have anyone you want... you're so damn beautiful that both men and women crave you in every way possible... it scares me to think that one day I might not be good enough... and you'll leave me"

My eyes soften "Seung, you're probably right, I could easily have my pick of anyone out there" I say simply and his eyes snap back to mine, looking hurt by my words "but I don't want just anyone... I want you and only you" I pad slowly across the floor and stop about a foot away from where Seunghyun sits on the edge of the bed "you are the first voice I want to hear when I wake up, and the last before i go to sleep, yours are the only arms i want to feel wrapped around my body, and your lips are the only ones I ever want to feel on my lips." I take a deep breath, usually I don't get all gushy like this, but Seunghyun needs to hear what I feel "you make me feel warm, safe, and happy... you have saved me in ways I can't even begin to explain. I don't want anyone else, because they are not you. Yes people are always looking at me, but it doesn't matter to me because all I'm looking at is you Seunghyun"

"Ji" Seunghyun says and i glance up to find him staring at me with wide eyes "is that really how you feel?"

I breath out shakily "yes Seunghyun, to me you are everything"

He sucks in a deep breath and a wide grin takes over his face "J-Ji... i-i"

I raise my hand to stop his excited stuttering "you don't have to be worried ok? I'm happy with you, quit thinking so hard about what could happen and be happy with me in what is happening"

Seunghyun relaxes and smiles "i love you Ji, I hope you truly know that, i really do love you"

I grin widely and lunge forward, wrapping my arms around his neck crashing my body against his, and bringinng our lips together. Seunghyun chuckles agaisnt my lips, while he places his arms under my butt and lifts me onto his lap, allowing our bodies to mold together in a perfect combination of Seunghyun and Jiyong. My lips forcefully press against Seunghyuns, then I catch myself biting at his lower lip playfully. Seunghyun allows me in, but seems to do so hesitantly, and only out of curiousity of what i'm going to do.

I push my tounge inside of his wonderfully warm mouth, letting our tongues collide in an arousing battle for dominance, which he lets me win. I curl my tounge around his and nip at it, not letting his reaction to my actions escape my notice. For once i was taking control and it felt exhilarating, but at the same time slightly terrifying.

Even though I'm quiet enjoying making my adorable boyfriend squirm beneath me, I need air so I pull back panting heavily, staring down at Seunghyun through half lidded eyes.

"Damn it Ji, are you trying to kill me?" He breaths out harshly while chuckling at my intensity.

I smile devilishly "if I do that, then who would I tease like this?"

Seunghyun growls "no one, only I can touch you" there is a playfulness in his eyes, but an undertone in his voice that I feel like I need to address before our day turns sour.

"Babe, look at me" I say and he hesitates, but then does so.

I stare deep into his eyes, while I let my hands slid up his arms and chest, to his face, where I place both hands on his cheeks to get him to focus on me "Choi Seunghyun listen to me and listen well, no one else is going to touch me, because the thought of anyone but you doing so scares the living hell out of me" I stop and take a deep breath, preparing myself for what I was going to say next "I am yours and yours alone, I belong to you completely, believe this, please"

Seunghyun wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me tighter against him "mine" then he buries his head in my sweater while I pet his hair.

I nod and smile while shaking my head at the hopeless man in my arms "yes, yours"

........

"So about that date" Seunghyun mentions once we had settled down on my bed and snuggled for a good while. I had attempted to make a break for the bathroom several times, but my pain in the ass of a boyfriend wasn't allowing it.

I groan "is it really that important to you?"

He nods "now more than ever, i want to go out and show you off around the town I grew up in... let them see the hottie that I landed"

I feel heat spread over my cheeks and a nervous flutter spreads through my stomach "well when you put it like that"

Seunghyun laughs and pulls me into his arms, rolling us around till I ended up on top of him straddling his hips "I knew you would come around"

I shake my head "well when you act like this how can I resist?"

He smirks "why would you try baby? Only I can make you feel like this"

I lift an eyebrow "like what?"

His smirk deepens and his eyes take on a burning intensity. Seunghyun slips one of his hands from my hip around to my butt, squeezing tightly. I gasp and unintentionally jerk my hips forward, creating friction that makes my toes curl. I bite my lip to prevent any embarrassing noises from escaping.

Suddenly the man under me rotates his hips in small circles, sending pleasure surging straight through me. I gasp out, placing my hands on his chest, and throwing my head back.

"Like this baby, I'm the only one who can get you this hard with barely even touching you" he says in a husky tone that forces electricity down my spine, while he continues to grind himself against me.

I let a whimper escape my lips "S-Seung"

"Yes baby?" He asks in a teasing tone.

I swallow thickly "t-touch me, please"

Seunghyun smirks "tell me where Ji"

Instead of telling him, I daringly take his hand and bring it up to my chest "h-here"

"Hmm" Seunghyun hums and uses the tip of his finger to swirl around my nipple making me squirm at the feeling "Ji?"

"Yeah?" I ask breathlessly.

"Can I go under the shirt?" He questions cautiously.

My heartbeat stammers in my chest and my breathing comes out in short pants, but I can't bring myself to say 'no', instead I take his hand, and shove it under my shirt fast enough so he can't get a feel of the rest of my torso.

Seunghyun chuckles "Ji, why are you so worried about me seeing your body, I've seen the most intimate parts of you, a stomach or a chest isn't that bad"

I blush and glance away "it's not about you seeing my stomach, it's about you seeing... something I don't want you to see"

He breaths in deeply "ok baby, I won't push it"

His fingertip brushes over my bare nipple and I gasp out. My gaze once again locks with his as he starts to play with the sensitive bud.

"Do you like that?" He asks teasing me.

I nod vigorously and bite my lip "more Seung"

"What else do you want baby? You have to tell me" he presses.

With the attention being forced on my sensitive areas, my cognitive thoughts were beginning to askew.

"Seung, please" I beg.

He chuckles "ok Ji, let me show you exactly what only I can do to you"

>>>>>

"So you're the infamous Jiyong that my poor excuse for a grandson here talks about all the time" Seunghyun's grandmother says looking me over nice and hard as we sit down at the table.

Images of what Seunghyun and I just did in his childhood bedroom fill my head and I struggle to keep the heat spreading across my face from intensifying. I had said only a couple of words to this woman and introduced myself lasts night, because we had arrived very late due to traveling delays. My first impression upon this woman is important and I will be devastated if she doesn't approve.

Seunghyun thinks very highly of his grandmother, he talks about her all the time as if she is his mother and I guess for all intensive purposes she is. This is the woman who raised the man I love so very much, and if she hates me, or thinks I'm not a proper match for her grandson then I don't think I could ignore her wishes.

"Um... yes mam, unless Seunghyun has another one on the side" I joke.

She cracks a smile, but Seunghyun shoots me a surprised expression that almost seems hurt. My annoyance flares slightly, Seunghyun has been so sensitive lately. I can't even seem to crack a joke without stepping on some sort of button.

I sigh and give him a pointed look, forgetting the need to mind my manures for a second "I'm kidding you big baby, eat your lunch"

Seung takes a big breath and does as I tell him, noticing that I'm clearly not in the mood to have this conversation again. I swallow sharply, realizing that I've just bitched at the grandson of the woman whom I'm supposed to make a good impression on.

To my relief, she smiles "I like you, you've got a pretty little collar on this one" she says motioning towards Seunghyun "I was wondering when someone was going to come along and tame his reckless nature, and thank goodness it wasn't that brat Ravi"

"Grandma" Seunghyun warns, looking tense at the mention of the boy.

"Oh don't even grandma me, he wasn't good for you and you know it. I know all of that crap back then was hard, but you have to admit that if you didn't go through all of it then you wouldn't have ended up with this gorgeous little thing" she says reaching over and pinching my cheek and smiling brightly at me.

I giggle and smile back deciding that this woman isn't anywhere close to the warden I was making her out to be, actually she kind of reminds me of someone, but I can't seem to think of who "you are a delightful person, you know that?"

She snorts "of course I do" then she leans back in her chair and looks at both of us "so, when is the wedding?"

Seunghyun chokes slightly on his food, while I let out a nervous laugh and sip at my coffee.

"Grandma, seriously can you just try to be... less... you, while we're here?" Seunghyun asks.

The woman shocks me by reaching over and popping Seunghyun on the back of the head and giving him a narrow eyed stare. Seung winces rubbing the effected area, and lowers his head clearly reprimanded for his words.

"I am not getting any younger and I would like to see the grandson who I raised like my own son get married, I may not be around for Taemin's, but I'll be damned if I miss yours" the old woman chides.

"Don't talk like that, you could be around for a very long time, quit being so cynical" Sunghyun chides her right back and I immediately see where he gets his stubbornness.

"I'm not being cynical, I'm being a realist, I'm going to die, sooner than later and I would like to know that my dumbass of a grandson has a pretty little leash tied to him before I go... someone's got to keep you in line after I'm gone" she then looks toward me "and I think this one has the balls to do it, all that's left is for you to get a ring on his finger"

Seunghyun groans "grandma, we have a while before that happens, Ji and I want to go to school and establish a life together before we get married"

The old woman sighs "I was sixteen when I married your grandfather, we didn't have a penny to our name and I was five months pregnant with your mother... you can't always plan life Seung, you just have to do what your heart tells you and hope it turns out fine"

I find the corners of my mouth lifting "my mother told me that once, to follow your heart and hope that you end up making the right decision"

Seung's grandmother turns to me "your mother sounds like a smart woman"

My smiles fades as quickly as it came "she use to be, but I guess somewhere along the road, she made a wrong turn"

"Seunghyun told me that you live with your father and stepmother... can I ask what happened to your mother?" The older woman implores.

I sip at my coffee "she's in jail... should be getting out soon though"

Surprise flashes thorough her eyes, but she's keeps her emotions calm "why is she there sweetie?"

I lick my lips, contemplating my answer and finally settle on one that I feel she can swallow "multiple reasons, but let's just chalk it up to losing sight of what a mother should be"

Seunghyun's grandmother abruptly reaches over and takes my hand "well don't you worry Jiyong, you'll always have a mother right here if you ever need one"

Emotions swirl through me so quickly I'm unsure of what to do, this wonderful, kind woman barley knows me, but she's offering me something I never knew I wanted till the words came out of her mouth. This motherly love, this warmth of being comforted and cared for makes me miss the days when I was younger, makes me miss a time when my mother was still just that.

"T-thank you" I stutter out, my eyes wide and my voice thick with emotion.

She's laughs "of course, we're family, or at least we will be if my grandson will just get off his ass and propose" she's says turning her attention back to the boy on topic.

Seunghyun groans "seriously woman, just let it go, at least let us graduate first"

"Fine, but like I said I'm not getting any younger" she says stubbornly.

"And like I said, you could be around for a very long time. I doubt anyone would want to cross you, even death"

Seunghyun's grandmother suddenly smiles very brightly at my boyfriend "I missed you"

Seung barks a laugh "I missed you too, even if you frustrate me"

She leans over and kisses the side of his head "that a two way street there you little shit" then she gets up "well, I have some things to do today, so you two will have to entertain yourselves while I'm gone... I don't care what you do, but if you make a mess, you're cleaning the sheets" she points at both of us and I swear my cheeks start to glow for a second.

"Don't worry" Seung smiles at her then beams at me "we are going on a date today"

I roll my eyes and mentally face palm, feeling like I have just signed a contract with a demon... and I don't even get a butler out of it.

>>>>>

"A movie? Really? This is the big date you bugged me about?" I ask tapping my foot against the ground anxiously. For some reason I'm finding myself feeling uncomfortable at the moment. The movie isn't even that big of a deal, I just feel an uneasiness in my stomach, making it all fluttery.

Seunghyun chuckles, as usual the only person who seems untouched by my bitchy remarks "I thought it's better that a crowded restaurant because you don't like being around that many people, I refuse to go shopping with you again, and a picnic at the park is too corny... also it's still kind of cold for that"

I glance up at him "you've really thought this out haven't you?"

He grins and leans down lightly kissing me before anyone sees, I mean we are in public after all "I want this to be a perfect date, for both of us"

I sigh "I guess i can put in a little bit of effort not to be such a pain"

His smile brightens "that's my boy"

He leads me into the theater, buys our tickets and heads over to the concession stand. The smell of popcorn fills my senses and my mouth starts to water. I always forget how much I love going to the movies till I'm in a theater.

"Let me buy snacks" I say pulling out my dads credit card that he slipped me before Seunghyun and I left for the train station.

"But I want to..." he starts to protest but I break him off.

"No, this is on dad" I say waving around the shiny black card "and plus I'm kind of a fatty when it comes to junk food" I move forward looking at the candy selection.

He snorts at me "I love you" I turn to him slightly and wink before making my way to the counter.

.....

"You're not a talker are you?" I ask shoving a gummy candy in my mouth.

He chews a large bite of popcorn and swallows before answering "meaning?"

"Do you like to talk during the movie, like every time something happens, do you like to have full length conversations discussing it?" I prod.

"God no, i hate those people, completely ruins the movie, makes it impossible to become immersed in the story line"

"Oh thank god, I completely agree. It makes my movie watching experience a negative one" I say and lean over placing my head on his shoulder "I'm so glad we think alike on stuff like this"

"And yet, we're so different in big things" he comments, laughing at the irony.

"Like?" I question.

"Well you're more concerned with your appearance than I am" he mentions.

I giggle "hey, it takes work to look this good"

He ignores my comment and continues "also you're quiet and reserved, where I'm outgoing and voice my opinions"

I snort "sorry, but I'm pretty sure that I am neither quiet nor reserved"

He rolls his eyes "I mean in public, you turn into a little hermit the second we step outside the house"

"I don't mean to be like that, I'm just shy" I say blushing slightly.

My loving boyfriend chuckles "I'm not saying I don't like it, actually I think it's kind of cute and I like the idea of seeing a side of you that few others get to"

I lean over and kiss him "anything else?"

"Well you don't like physical contact, and I'm a very touchy person..."

I stop him "you are?"

He smiles "isn't it obvious? I'm always hugging and touching on the people around me... I mean you're very good at it when it's just you and me, but when we're in public, you kind of shy away from me"

I think about it and realize he's right. every time I see him with his friends, he's always putting an arm around them, or patting them, and touching them, but I always tend to push him away unconsciously "i never noticed I guess"

"Hey, what's with that face?" He asks pulling at my chin.

I sigh "do you feel hurt when I push you away like that?"

He worries at his lip for a few seconds thinking over my question "it used to, until I realized that it wasn't anything against me. It is just a reflex you have and I've come to accept it."

I huff out a breath "you shouldn't have to accept it, I'm your boyfriend and you should be aloud to touch me, even in public"

Seung smiles sympathetically at me "it doesn't bother me, it just makes the moments we're alone together that much sweeter"

I know he's trying to be encouraging and empathetic to how I feel, but I can't help the feeling that maybe he feels like he's missing out. I want to give Seung everything, I want him to feel like he's getting everything he deserves.

"Does it bother you that we haven't been intimate yet?" The question pops out of my mouth and I immediately regret asking it.

He turns to me "you know it's not like that Ji, I'm happy just having you next to me, can we please just drop this before this leads to a fight?"

"I'm not fighting Seunghyun" I cross my arms over my chest.

"Then why are you so upset?"

"Because I don't want you to feel like you're missing out on anything, I want us to function like a normal couple, no reservations keeping us from living our lives normally and if I don't give you everything you need then I'm failing in that"

Seunghyun leans toward me "Ji baby, in case you haven't noticed, nothing about our relationship has been normal, and honestly you give me everything I need, also I know that we will get there. One day you'll be completely comfortable with me reaching over and placing my hand on your thigh or leting me be inside of you... we'll get there baby, haru haru" he says, giving me a bright smile and I can't help but melt at his words, though my worry and guilt still runs through my head, I feel better knowing how patient and understanding Seunghyun is.

I lace my fingers with his and snuggle back up against him, then suddenly an idea comes into my mind. I swallow around the sudden thickness in my throat and take Seunghyun's hand that is in mine and lead it to my leg. I pull my hand out of his only to place it on top and guid his hand down till it rests just above my knee.

I feel my breathing start to acceerate, while the area where his hand rests is set a flame with a mixture of pleasure and pain. I am overwhelemed by sensation, all i want to do is push his hand away, but i need to start getting over this, and i have to push myself to see how far i can go.

I close my eyes quickly and try to focus on staying calm 'everythings fine, it's Seunghyun touching you, you love him and he loves you, he won't hurt you' The bruning sensation intensifies and i shut my eyes tighter, 'come on Ji, you can do this'

"That's enough baby, haru haru remember" a heavy voice whispers in my ear, pressing warm breath down my neck making me shutter "besides the movie is starting and i don't think you can watch it through your eyelids"

He picks his hand up off my leg and takes my hand in his once again, and leans over pressing a light kiss to my temble. He is right, i don't need to fully recover now, we can work our way up to it, and now i know that i can bear being touched in my danger areas. I didn't have a panic attack, and i'm fine. We just need to keep working on it... as Seunghyun says 'we will get there'.

>>>>

"Ok, fine i admit it, i actually had fun" i confess walking down the street.

He barks a laugh "ha! I told you" he brings my hand up to his lips and gives it a gentle kiss before letting go. "Now how about some ice cream?"

I giggle, watching Seunghyun's eyes light up as I do so "I would love that" but I knew he wanted it more than I did, the boy is an ice cream addict.

We round a corner heading to the ice cream shop when we bump into someone by accident. I grunt at the sudden impact and step back, laughing slightly.

"I'm so sor..." Seunghyun starts but breaks off when he makes eye contact with the person in front of him "Zelo?" He asks with wide eyes.

"Seunghyun?" the tall, blond haired boy stares back at my boyfriend with wide eyes, which quickly turn to menacing "W-what are you doing around here?"

Seunghyun grasps my hand tighter and pulls me back slightly and steps a bit in front of me "just visiting my grandma" He says, with an undertone of caution.

The Zelo kid chuckles "interesting, I didn't think you would ever come back" he said this like his words had another meaning to them entirely "and who is this Seunghyun? It's rude not to introduce old friends to new ones, especially when they are so cute" he peeks around Seunghyun and stares at me with piercing eyes, like he is trying to remember every distinct feature of my face.

I step further behind Suenghyun and hide my face in his jacket, and he tightens his hold on my hand. "well that would require us to have actually been friends Zelo, and if I recall, our history wouldn't exactly meet those standards"

Zelo barks a laugh and it makes my blood go cold, something was off about this guy, but I can't exactly put my finger on it "maybe you're right Seunghyun, but I'm sure Yoon will love to know all about your new friend" he says stretching the emphasis on 'friend'.

Seunghyun tenses "Yoon doesn't need to know anything Zelo and if you're smart, you'll keep it that way"

Zelo snorts "Just stay on your toes Seung, and keep that little cutie close to you. Yoon is unpredictable after all" Zelo steps closer to Seunghyun, who I know is starting to lose his temper by the way his body is shaking.

My jaw clenches and i've had enough, I step around Seunghyun and watch Zelo's eyes widen, while he smiles brightly at me.

"Enough, clearly you're not welcome here, just leave us alone" I order, my voice steady and sure.

For a second Zelo looks caught of guard, but then impressed "wow Seunghyun, looks like you've got yourself a strong one. A real trade in from the last one" Zelo laughs and reaches up to touch my face.

I catch his hand and twist his arm around, pushing it up to his shoulder blades receiving a shocked yelp from the younger. I lean forward and whisper into his ear "leave Seunghyun alone because i can't promise I'll be gentle next time" I push him away and grab Seunghyun's hand, before pulling him down the street and out of sight of that Zelo kid.

"Are you ok?" I ask when we're finally away from the person that for some reason made my skin crawl.

He nods "it was just a shock to see him is all, and now he's seen you to" he finally seems to animate some "damn it Ji, you should have stayed behind me, now he's got a good look at your face"

I narrow my eyes "he was threatening you, I couldn't just stand there, you were about to pop and I'm sorry but I didn't feel like spending the rest of my night at the police station" I raise my voice.

He rolls his eyes "he was threatening you Ji, of course i was getting mad"

"No Seung, that threat may have been about me but it was for you" I sigh angrily "and what the hell was he taking about? Who's Yoon?"

My boyfriend looks my in the eyes briefly, and before I know it I'm stumbling as Seunghyun starts to pull me down the street.

"Where are we going?" I ask with a frustrated tone.

Seunghyun sighs "there is somewhere I want to take you"

>>>>>

"Where are we?" I ask as Seunghyun stops the car and puts it into park.

He looks out the windshield, his eyes ghosting over the area in front of us as if he's stuck in some sort of memory. Seung sighs heavily "a place I swore I would never come back to"

I peek out the window, trying to decipher what is in front of me, but all I can see is darkness and trees. Seunghyun doesn't wait for my response, but climbs out of the car and moves around to open my door. He holds out a hand for me to take while I exit the vehicle and keeps it locked against his once I'm standing beside him.

"Come on, you'll get your answers, but there's something you should see first" he says in a tone that makes me slightly nervous.

"Where are we?" i ask again looking around letting my eyes adjust to the darkness.

Seunghyun ignores my question once again and starts to pull me forward "i know you deserve the truth and i'm finally ready to give it to you, but there is something more important that you have to know first"

"What exactly is that?" I ask treading carefully.

"It's something you're about to find out" Seunghyun says as he leads me up a small hill to a stone building that honestly looks like it belongs in some creepy horror film that ends with me being chained to a wall and someone asking if I want to play a game... which I don't, I just want to go back to the house with my boyfriend.

Speaking of said boyfriend, he's kind of starting to worry me. I mean, honestly I would do anything for him but when the point comes to actually following him into an abandoned building in the middle of nowhere, anyone would be a little hesitant.

We finally reach the top of the hill and the entrance to the small stone building . Up close it's not as creepy as it was down at the bottom of the hill, but it still has a certain 'goosebumps up your arms' feel.

A bit of calm sweeps through me though when Seunghyun turns to me "baby please calm down, I promise I'm not leading you to your death or anything" he chuckles and I know that he hasn't completely checked out on me.

"Ravi and I came here a lot when we were kids, Ravi's father and mother passed away when he was at a young age so we took it upon ourselves to visit here as much as possible and it kind of became our play ground for a while, at least until Nam told us to stop because it was disrespectful"

Seunghyun steps inside and let's go of my hand while he disappears into the darkness. I wait with held breath and gasp out when suddenly a light comes on and I realize that Seunghyun has just lit a candle and is now lighting other candles around the small room. As the room becomes illuminated I finally realize what this building is.

After he finishes lighting the room he turns around and gives me a long look almost as if he's expecting me to run.

I turn to him and ask "what is this place, why are we here?"

Before Seunghyun can answer my questions, my eye catches something across the room. Letting my curiosity get the best of me, I pad over to get a good look at the words scrawled across the stone.

My breath hitches once I finally read it clearly and my head snaps to Seung, who just hangs his head, looking defeated.

"Seung... is this?" I ask, my voice strangled.

Seunghyun nods "yes... now you know the truth"

I swallow down the lump in my throat "start from the beginning and don't leave a single detail out" I breath.

He nods once more "it started in middle school, when I first met Ravi..."

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Ah Chickens!! Another cliffhanger, gah, I'm sorry, but the chapter would have been very long if I didn't break it up and would have taken me a while to get done. I wanted to publish something this week, so here you go my lovelies.

What do you guys think? Will Ji finally get some answers? and if he gets them, will they be exactly what he wanted them to be? or possibly could they threaten to break the bond that hold Ji and Seunhyun together? You'll have your answers soon, my chickens, very soon!

How cute was Seunghyun's grandmother? Haha I feel like that's how I'm going to be when I'm old, all sassy and stuff! Got to love her!!

Another question, who is Zelo to Seunghyun? And who could Yoon be? Bad new maybe? Well like I said, answers coming soon!!

Till next time my little Chickens!!

I love you guys!!

사랑해💕

~M~