to evangeline,
   
    you cut your hair. you look different. the good different though, don't worry. you also started to date jeremy cole. it's been a two weeks since our break up. you moved on fast. i'm not jealous, i'm glad you're happy and able to move on. it's something that shows how strong you are. unlike me. i'm so weak, i'm still hung up over your. i'm pathetic. no wonder you left me.
    mom's getting better. she's eating and moving around more. she asked me about you! she's remembering some small stuff, but I know it's only a matter of time before she forgets everything. i miss you, angel. i miss our late night talks. i miss our tiny dates. i miss our small trips and adventures. i miss everything about you. your eyes, your smile, your laugh, your hair -- everything. i hope we could even be friends. i'd be happy with just that, but you don't even want me to breathe your way. i'm sorry, angel. i love you.

love,
hayden.